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Sunday 14 October 2018

Knowledge and experience.

Nothing happens without a reason.

Some friends said, I have knowledge. Even at the biggest ego of mine I never see it. As I do a birds eye vision on Gibran's work I puzzle about its vastness. When I see Sir Manoj Das creation I doubt if he is not a super human. Leave these sage like personalities just take note of Sri Bibhuti Pattanaik the excellent writer still residing in the same common society we dwell in and one has to look at, with his neck bent backward to imagine the vastness.
And these people must be having the same feel imagining the creater of The Great Epic.
It is not easy. A lot of sacrifice required, to dive into the seclusion and touch greater and greater depth. Lot of confusion and allegations are bound to happen. Ultimately God's wish prevail and He extracts every duty assigned to every human.
As I look back to the adversaries and all negative happenings in life I palpate the reason behind it and find the positive end result of all of them.
There is not a single scope to complain. It must be everyone's experience. If I am truthful to my above feelings then is it not impossible to be angry, worried or depressed about anything that comes to me?
We say it in principle but discard it in practice. But when this situation's territory ends one enters to the next one, where we ignore all the reasons to be angry, sad or depressed. Seeing a fellow human in such situation brings empathy but not sympathy.
If people misunderstood, that too is a boon to give the space and purpose of introspection as the happiness gained, is of paramount amount.
Certainly the content I want to express here is a difficult one and some fraction only is expressed, which certainly is much more than what it was my capability five years back.
The world is restless on its own axis so are all its inhabitants where everyone is correct, you or me. So there is no reason of enmity but every reason of love between you and me and all fellow human.
This is not knowledge but experience only.

Friday 12 October 2018

THE DISPLACED

The Displaced.
Merely two decades old, the city of Madhuban has swollen itself from existing nowhere to this grandeur. Just like, the river erodes its banks, the city gulfs up the surrounding villages. A lot many villages dissolved in this city of Madhuban, some by land acquisition and the displacement drive; the government is committed to industrial development. And others as usual in the natural process of urbanisation, which man always aspired for a presumed better life. In the city, the air now looks dusty and dusky all the time. The visible pollution bears the invisible poisons with the intolerable pungent smell. The atmosphere is hot. The rich and the noble, have tried air conditioners to get relief but in vain. The have-nots, who wish not and can not afford these luxuries, make the majority. With the guaranty of a livelihood, they don't bother for their living condition.  They too don't bother their smiles in the dream, turn grimaces in reality.
And a prototype is found in Danei Das.
His sorrows are now dead. He too lives a life of other common people, the accepted living of a poor. Dreaming a dazzling colourful urban life, the multitude of people from all over the state of Odisha has thronged into this young industrial hub. They are Katakias, Sambalpurias, Ganjamias, people of Puri, from west, south and north; crowding this place of eastern part of the state. People from all over India also have rushed to exercise their special skills; the Biharis, Bengalis, Telegus, Jhadakhndies, Chhatshgadies and we can't leave any of the states. A branded native, like Danei, no more thinks Madhuban to be his own place or he has an extra right and duty to guide outsiders.
 Those are things of the past only.
The metamorphosis, evolution or changes whatever it can be named that took place in the last two decades, just in front of Danei, is quite comparable to an anthropologist or archaeologist's study of million years. All are his own experiences happened to him, his family and villagers.
A state-owned steel plant in Madhubana was established more than two decades back. It became successful and profit making. It naturally attracted a plethora of corporate tycoons, to do a beeline to sign the memorandum of understanding with the state government to establish heavy industries.
 There were many reasons; the government encouragement, provision to get the lease of mines of almost all mineral ores available nearby, the river Brahmani running adjacent, the express highway lying with its breast open to carry all products to the port of Paradeep and the tracks of mighty east coast railways adjacent; as if everything people discovered all at a sudden. And the single most important factor was the availability of hundreds of acres of government land. Docile native villagers were expected not to protest much, against their displacement for the purpose of progress.
Standing on a point on the highway from where once upon a time it looked as if the green canopy of his village was bearing the load of the blue sky on its own head, Danei dispairs in frustration. The exact place is now turned to the biggest ash pond of the industries, and the raised chimney nearby looks to bear its own sky of hell.
 Most of the villagers then welcomed the displacement with the attractive offer of inflated compensation for their land, good buildings in place of thatched houses and jobs guaranteed to the displaced. Most of the landlords were dependent on non-profitable leased cropping as they were in other lucrative earnings at distant places. They now got relieved and got heavy cash to invest elsewhere in the business, transport, contracts of supply of logistics and labourers, in allied small industries. Some also invested their money in the modern-day democracy. 
Danei did not belong to them. What did the small cultivators, the land sharing peasants, the illiterate labourers and similar groups get? The landless were cultivating enough land of other owners to have unending grains and pulses year round. They lived happily, observing thirteen Odia festivals twelve months. These shadow owners did neither get compensations nor did they have minimum qualifications or skill to get jobs. They got buildings no doubt but nobody valued their surrounding customary gardens those yielded year long vegetables like drumsticks, papayas, brinjals, plantains, roots and greens. The natural yield of fish, poultry, cattle yield or from another animal husbandry; they lost too. These unseen benefits were taken to be granted like water or oxygen or the cool breeze under the shadows of trees. Who could cost a river or a big public tree providing oxygen in plenty? Even if it was done, who should be given such compensations and how? The Displaced had not enough intelligence to beg for these values lost. The middle class mostly the non-resident villagers delightfully pocketed the heavy compensations. They brainwashed the poor and illiterate in favour of displacement for better employment and living in the future, in nutshell called 'progress'. They guided them to leave their ancestral land and to move like cow herds. Yes, this happened without any protest or negotiations.
Danei felt for their disturbed daily routine which otherwise was so streamlined and stereotyped for good.
Danei's joint family of ten members, from children to his grandfather moved to this new colony in silence. Their silence was hard to comprehend, just like it was for other villagers, it was rather an inarticulateness of unknown uncertainty, a step forward without knowing where it fell, a journey towards an unsure destination.
Danei Das' family was the milkman not only by caste but also by profession. And one day, his grandfather the family head, his father, mother (Bou), elder brother and sister in law(Bhauja), two sisters Reema and Reena, two children, and their cows moved to the colony.
Danei initially was very optimistic and filled his eyes with dreams of rainbows of only golden hue. They received one lakh and twelve thousand rupees as compensation that looked very high at that time to the milkman family earning a few hundred in a week. His eyes begged to protrude whenever he imagined the fortune upcoming.
In their village, all of them used to remain engaged in one or the other requirements of the cattle. Mewing and cleaning grasses in the river, feeding them a cooked meal of rice bran, pulse wastes and cakes of oil extracted seeds, cleaning their shed, at times bathing them, taking them to the veterinary care providers and making their excreta as ready to be fuel and manure, used to kill all their time. In addition, preparing the home task of children, sending them to school on time, and growing up a kitchen garden; all they did collectively. They said to have no time for leisure but still, they managed to play cards for an hour or two in the afternoon. His father visited the village noble's house in the evening to know the happenings in the state, nation and world. He too ventilated his one or the other idea.
During the pre-displacement period, the cunning people dissolved their joint family to nuclear ones and even sons not attending legal age of marriage, forged their age certificates and got married to get a separate house in the colony. His grandfather of orthodox outlook did not allow so. He furiously objected to breaking his joint family. They did not like to come out of the simplicity of the village living of milkmen.
In the colony, the same grandfather could not find enough room and provisions and his biggest problem was to find his room or place of worship, to place his holy books 'The Bhagabata' and tiny photographs of Kanehiya, the little cow shepherd.
He cried in disgust, “Where is the cowshed?".
Danei Das had to share the central common house of the colony in the night. He found many of his friends going through the same fate. Nights became too long and sleep scarce, the question of dreaming did not arise. If at all, he dreamt demon furnaces with tall horns of chimneys those puffed out thick smoke just to tan his face and charr his delicate eyes. At times he shouted deliriant.
Reema, Reena, Bou, Bhauja, nephew and niece adjusted themselves in the refugee camp like condition in the colony. Unlike the temporary refugee camp, this would not be coming to an end. All the displaced people accepted the difficulties, presuming fortune to rise on the horizon and they would be getting a job in the plant.
The cows unaccustomed to a new place mooed loudly in a bizarre manner. Nephew tried to calm down them, searching meadows nearby, there were not too many. Neither he nor his cows knew the address of grazing ground in the new place, where they felt awkward. The native villagers did not allow the new animals free roaming and sharing grounds, which they assumed as theirs. How can they share the nature, they made captive by themselves with these rich people having heavy amounts of cash compensation in their pocket? The people not affected by displacement became jealous of the displaced people with chances of getting jobs, an unfortunate paradoxical presumption. To add to their envy, some of the displaced people could fetch the down-payments to the financers and purchased trucks easily. So the question of sympathy from the non displaced people did not arise. Their half-fed cows yielded less, affecting owners' livelihood.
Danei's father was pragmatic enough to take notes of the situation and proposed to sell them. Who cares for grandfather's objection? His voice had strength in their ancestral land and house. This house they got because they are living beings, uprooted and displaced from the ground. And it is their compensation not inherited from ancestors. Let the money from the sale of the animals come, the elder son should start a new business. They hoped, very soon Danei would be getting a job in the plant. The normalcy in the family will reboot itself. Hopes are always brighter than the sun and sober than the moon.
Suddenly grandpa realised his own place in the change of their fate in which he happened to be an unwanted attachment, a useless extra to the small house.
There was a reason for the octagenarian's sensitive response. He was skilled in many types of handicrafts used in traditional rural life. He could make such delicate threads from jute that children used it to make the kite fly. He made various types of ropes used in agriculture and animal husbandry. He made many kinds of fishing traps. Villagers brought their unfinished similar products to him for a finishing touch. Umbrellas of his make lasted for a generation. Poverty was so high and for many begging was a routine. Attending them was a divine duty in a village culture. Grandpa served them with empathy. His workplace was the outside verandah from where he attended them taking a break from his work. All of them were not beggars in the true sense. Monks, traditional preachers, entertainers, ordinary magicians who showed the skill of rare pets, the nominal vendor cum beggar and so on, in addition to the real beggar, came to the village lanes, almost integrated to village life. Some of them loved to sit with him on an armed long bench on the verandah for sometimes.  It was time for rest and gossip. For grandpa life was as lively as life only. He was full of joyful life. He prayed for a long time in the morning and in the evening. One could listen to his noisy prayer for each member of the family, for the village, for his caste, for the state, for the nation, for the universe and he even prayed for his Gods to remain in peace and wellbeing.
Now he had not a space for his Bhagabata puja what more he could expect, no, nothing.  Doing so much work in the village even, he considered himself a load to the family consuming unearned food. The man felt indebted and now he wished not to exist.
If handicrafts were the physical exercise of the old man, the connection with fellow men, reading the Bhagavata and praying was a mental exercise. He kept going on these ladders to the world beyond. Villagers' love was his propellants. He reciprocated enquiring everyone's day to day affair, consoling, counselling and noting a point of philosophical or practical utility from his long experience since British rule.
All at a sudden deprivement of these social lifelines grossly depressed the old man. One day he fell down while reading the Bhagabata.
With his death, a new problem raised its head for the first time in the colony.
Where to perform the last rites? The nearby villagers objected to the movement of a funeral procession towards their villages’ crematorium, which had to pass by the temple and the lane of the priests. Unacceptable. The youth mass guarded their playgrounds.
The Sarpanchas of two adjacent panchayats paid no ear for a solution. None of them knew, to which Panchayat the new colony belonged and whose potential voters they were. They could not solve the problem.
The sand bed of the river, used for cremation was more than ten miles from the new colony. Danei imagined the power plant of the industry is established on the ground where the last rites of generations forefathers they performed.
Finally in a corner of the small courtyard grandpa was buried.
The problem was solved afterwards but not to the best of their liking.
Danei's family had already sold the cows. There was not the smell or filth of cow dung that they used as fuel, manure, as a coat over the earthen wall and floor and as a holy item of Hindu religion. Danei tried to smile in vain. The facial muscles had stopped cooperating since long. His house looked clean, no smell or sight of cattle excreta, what to tell about the dairy product.
Father was an always content silent worker, walked like the arms of a clock, steady, punctual and never exhaustive. He loved remaining under the shadow of his father. But at this crucial juncture, the roof of his shed passed away. As the new family head, he now feared, suddenly discovering himself as old. There was no work of loading the cycle with canes of milk, butter, yoghurt and cheese. What new work he might start at this age, which private work anyone would bestow upon him! He really looked, old, weak and invalid.
 The industry's promised job to his children not yet settled.
 A strange new situation of hard-working people turned idle, earning nothing.
Until date, the money from sold cows fetched their living. The rituals of grandpa exhausted half of that cash, the rest of it was fast drying up.
Idle men might consume as much as a vast sand bed of a river.
 The original purpose of starting a small business with this cash for the elder brother shattered.
A fear of severe poverty doomed on the horizon. Panic-stricken father searched grooms for the daughters in the traditional way. In the future, it might be more difficult. He tried to find the right choice bridegroom No one understood the inner story of the displaced. The potential bridegroom and his father came forward with the secret motive of getting a handsome dowry from the cash-rich displaced. Reluctant father after several futile attempts of negotiations finally bowed down to a final bargain of forty thousand rupees as dowry. With a function as simple as the family, the total expense came eighty thousand. In no way, it was a small amount. Their poverty precipitated now.
 Younger daughter Reena, the most beautiful girl with a gracing look of a deity, they believed would be eligible for a dowryless marriage. She was educated, skilled in household work, smart and progressive. She planned to join a school of education aiming to be a trained teacher but was waiting for the family setback to be over first.  The father too waited for the same.
Is it so, the astrologer's prediction that the Goddess of wealth Laxmi blessed Reema with the fortune? After her marriage, they could not afford a proper two-time meal for the family. For the first time, the father could not purchase a saree for his daughter in law, in Raja, the festival of monsoon.
He could not digest this sorrow.
The monsoon brought rain, with the month of Ashdha from fifteenth June. Peasants started harvesting water in their fields. Cultivation, the occupation of the vast majority got momentum except for the displaced, landless colony people. Someone from the colony went to work as a daily labourer in the nearby village. Only after getting better curry for two days, Danei and family discovered that father is also selling his labour, secretly in a distant village to feed the grown-up sons. It was a very depressing news for Danei's brother that the oven fired with the old father's manual labour. He had little education had no option other than working in the plant as an unskilled labourer. He got work. What work that made his look so exhausted and the colour of the skin tanned or partially boiled with heat?
Danei is educated, his name is enlisted in the plant's register. They hoped for a good job for him. His father and elder brother did not allow him to join in ordinary unskilled jobs.
 Elder brother told, "I am earning, father too. You need not be so hasty or else the company may cheat you. Keep patience. Your small stomach will not remain hungry".
The family that once upon a time flooded with milk now thrived with pieces of unripe mango, dried chilli, dried fish and they themselves dried up revealing the prominence of skeletons. The body that grew up with milk and cheese was not expected to look young with malnourishment. Father now looked, too old, a less preferred labourer. Old cattle find the lane of the butcher. No one called the old man to work, a wastage only.
There arrived a savour of this situation in the growing young town of Madhuban. Madam! Madam established a modern beauty parlour for women and also for men, integrated with a training centre for local women in beauty and fashion technology. Women's skill, need and labour she tapped. Trainees got wages for their labour and time spent during the training period. The soft-spoken madam became the new name and fame of the town. Why should the family object to Reena's joining in the course? After all, the words and phrases like bridal makeup, looking presentable, toning of the skin, manicure, pedicure were nothing new to the youth. Elders acknowledged it to be an essential profession in modern society. The subconscious approval for Reena's earning being needed for the desperate family remained submerged. She trained for the better.  Reena the most beautiful, became very very special for madam. She loved this student too much and rather used her as the presenting model of her institution. Trained her in a quicker mode.
Reena too learnt with attention and affection to the profession. She became well skilled to take care of the feet, skin, hand and its nails, the face and did the ultimate hairdressing. After madam, she became the most wanted care provider for the customers.

Of course, madam treated Reena very special and different from other pupils.
 Reena was not ignorant about the other side of madam. She was aware of the happenings of late evenings in the back side air conditioned luxury saloons for gents, the new breed of immoral rich and affording folks of Madhuban. Some of her friends earned a lot. She knew how did they do it. Madam did not force anyone to do things accepted as wrong in the society. Reena pleaded in favour of madam not to be guilty.
 The girls within their conscious decision, forced by their poverty and hoping to come out of that, to help their family, under the pressure of a growing urbanisation having no foundation, to meet the need of a society hitherto unknown to them, executed their personal freedom and offered themselves as dices on a board, as if doing a duty.
Madam considered, finding sin and living piously was a middle-class priority. The poor wanted to live a life of food, shelter and cover, in that order. When food was at stake shelter and the cover was meaningless. Anything done for food was legal. The upper class wanted to enjoy every moment. They needed no connection to the three basic requirements available by default, yet as the human had the right to exercise to overcome the unfulfillment and unlimited wants of the human. Chastity was never their priority. Making the match of the need of either group with the participants' informed consent was acceptable for madam. Reena pretended her loyalty, as madam advocated for her flawed philosophy that ignored the exploitation of helplessness of the desperate. She made her immune to others judgement. The poor woman very easily believed herself to be a consumable product without investment in the consumer-driven society. It was convenient for all parties to forget the old-fashioned norms and morality, at the loss of which everything was said to be lost.
Reena no more had any confusion in this regard. She waited for a nod from madam. Madam kept her well protected like her diamond-studded gold ring in its velvet case, within the locker of her secrete treasury, placed in the most secluded space closer to her heart. Madhuban had not the capacity to pay for her priceless catch. For madam, she was not an item for thousands or lakhs of rupees but for a purpose that did not arrive yet. The price she imagined to be more than that of a rainbow. 
The family of Danei Das lived better now. The discomfort of the father living with the earning of a daughter he digested in the pressure of the prevailing situation. It was a release. His body no more could do heavy labour. The elder brother worked in the most difficult and dangerous point of the plant. He told himself that he and his nuclear portion of the family were living with his own earning, not consuming the sister's money. She was earning as per her own sweet will, let her do that until she got married. A girl is not a permanent member.
Bhauja cautioned Reena at every suitable time. She became concerned about her, as gossips about madam's activity behind the curtain of her gentle personality were doing rounds in Madhuban. Reena easily diluted those superficial cautions with her smiles bloomed over her beautiful face. Bhauja caught the naughtiness and satire of the smiles but refused to recognise them. She understood Reena's feet stood on moving sands underwater. Bhauja sighed with despair.
 The nostalgia of the native village came back. Reena was a toddler when she came to the house. She was very fond of Neta, the calf of the black cow and this fairy doll Reena. Her milk-woman career started with Neta and motherhood started with Reena well before she became a mother. When Neta was sold, she wept for long holding Reena within her arms. Losing Reena looked imminent well before sending her to her sweet in-law family. For two weeks, neighbour's young daughter in law accompanied Reena for training in madam's institution. Bhauja thought too much to get nauseating vertigo and fell down. Reena splashed water to revive her senses. She came back to life but was dead as a milk-woman and dead as a mother. 
It did hurt Danei Das. His age was like that, blood was hot. At his age, he could have broken rock walls. Father and brother always consoled him. He was educated, enlisted in the company register that ensured him a job. Whenever his friends passed comments on Reena, he felt to kill them, to drink their blood to chop their tongue and to extract their eyeballs but he managed to refrain. The promised job remained in promise, did not convert to reality. The job was not a fruit on the company's tree. In the era of management, they became judicious to extract more work from less number of employees, or else any industry became a sick one. The communists lured him to bear the red flag, he did not move. He knew the strength of them in Madhuban is so weak. The particular company that acquired their land had taken enough employees and had closed their employment window. However, they still offered a job of a labourer to Danei whose education had no industrial orientation. Outsiders having required skill occupied all posts of importance. Danei had no strength or intention to complain.
Danei no more liked to come back to his home. He worked to maintain the stock store status of cement godown on the Madhuban squire. The small earning he managed to live with.
Earlier he was in a relationship with a distant sister in law of his brother that broke up in the prevailing situation, without any tussle on either side. He tried to forget his duty towards his father, elder brother and the joint family in general. Why should he constantly remember his incapability to earn in the town that progressed in jet speed? Sometimes this haunted and disturbed him. At times depression tried to inroad.
 And finally, Danei the man once supplied milk to the community was seen enraged, intoxicated. Inebriated Danei shouted everything he wanted to tell about the displaced. The sensible milkman died inside the body of a drunkard, the new Danei Das.

In another tragic twist, he dropped the bottle when the oldest doctor of the area visited him personally to inform the most dreadful news. Daktarbabu looking at his brother's non-healing skin ulcer suspected it to be malignant. Danei got a syncopal attack. He rushed with his brother to a good hospital arranging some money from his old friends.
His diagnosis got confirmed. The company did not pay attention. Brother was working under a labour contractor and was not included in the regular payroll. There was no time to fight against the cheating that always shook hand with progress. The labour union made slogans making this an issue which did not stop his lesion increasing in size. Bhauja wept and prayed, mother became sick and bedridden after realising his elder son's problem. Father begged from door to door without knowing the amount of money required for treatment. The insurance card could protect only to initiate the treatment. Danei wanted to snatch away from the rich who earned a lot at his own native place because his family gave land for the progress. He knew the underground people who did a crime network in Madhuban, doing, burglary, killing for money, kidnapping, fixing deals, trafficking human and drugs and so on. He thought, he right now could do anything and everything to solve the immediate problem which the so-called progress offered to his family.
But he was a poor displaced milkman not only displaced from his native land but also from his family profession. His cows were snatched away in the situation. He remembered his grandfather, his Bhagabata, the photo of Kanehya the little cow shepherd. He got the strength of a very different kind.
He approached one and all; friends, several plants management, noted people. One old uncle counselled him to accept the labourer's job. His qualification must be considered at a later date. He did that but as a regular employee, unlike his brother. He now had a better begging capacity and fetched more money for brother's treatment. All expenses they did not reveal to his brother but he could know, by guessing and by asking other patients. Radiotherapy they did in the government hospital. Then the chemotherapy round started. With all possible arrangement too it was not affordable. After completion of one round of treatment, the next round was a more daunting task. All possible helping options exhausted.
This turned out to be the weakest moment for Reena. The soft sands under her feet started receding. She knew she was drowning, remained attached to madam as her shadow. Madam understood, her priceless mare got ready for the betting race. Drops of tear rolled down, madam soaked them with her sympathetic anchal, and gently caressed her hair to bless her and to show her love.
 Reena in a few days earned a huge amount, lost in the ancient darkness of the black and blind lane of the most primitive beast in the human. The core of her inner mind became still and steel solid. She concealed herself within the showcase of never-ending artificial laughter soaked with perfumes imported from the other world.
Brother's condition worsened, not responding to treatments. All of Reena's tireless earnings did not help the situation. Danei could not make an eye contact with his loving sister who tied savour’s thread around his wrist on the day of Rakshya Bandhan, every year. He could not save her.
It became intolerable for the brother. The mental agony was more difficult to withstand than the physical pain. He secretly slipped out and jumped in front of a running train.
Time killed brother; it also killed the brother's love for a sister. The living corpse Reena left Madhuban for Mumbai.
Danei got a message from his old beloved, who tried back her love. It was easy for her to reconnect being a cousin of Bhauja. Earning Danei had no interest to knit again from torn threads of relationship. He knew he had to remain as a labourer forever. There worked many labourers, more qualified than him from the earliest days of the plant without getting a promotion. He guessed to have no chance. He avoided all persuasion for his marriage. He thought to take care of his nephew and the niece. With limited earning, he found the art of being content, being a man of utility. He thought it to the right way of living not a struggle at all.
Time passed, father is now too old, widow Bhauja is happy with elder son graduating in metallurgy. Niece does well in high school. Rest of all is lost in the storm of the progress, displaced to places too distant. Those are things of the past. they now live in the condition of the post-storm calmness, the lives running with normalcy. Others in the colony also have reconciled with the change of ways and means of time and are living with happiness.
What else if not happiness!     
Danei has accepted a way of living just like his grandfather. He gets peace reading the Bhagabata in the early morning and in the evening. He prays for all for hours.
But at times he becomes philosophical to say, “The price of the land can be compensated, the livelihood can never be. Who can compensate the lost nature, the peaceful daily routine of his grandfather? He even exclaimed how at all they can compensate for the time he spent to bath the cows! How can they measure such compensation, in which scale and in which way they can pay for it? Looking at the smoking tall pipes of so many plants from the high way, he laughs, as the wheels run on the road, vehicle pass by his side. Yes, wheels on motion are symbols of progress. Movement is the image of progress. The chariot of progress has crushed many, mostly the displaced ones. But he now does not care. He lives like other five families in scarcity.         
           

Monday 20 August 2018

ନିଦ୍ରାନୁବର୍ତ୍ତିତା, ଏକ ଅନୁରକ୍ତି।

ନିଦ୍ରାନୁବର୍ତ୍ତିତା, ଏକ ଅନୁରକ୍ତି।

ସମ୍ଭବତଃ ଆରୋଗ୍ୟର ମହୌଷଧି ନିଦ୍ରା।

ପିଲାବେଳ କଥା ମନେଅଛି। ଭାଇ ଭଉଣୀ ଝଗଡାରେ ଇଛା ହୁଏ ଭଗବାନ ଆଜି ତାକୁ ମାରି ଦିଅନ୍ତେ କି। କିଏ ବି ନିଜେ ହଣାକଟା କରିବା କଥା ଚିନ୍ତା କରିଥାଇ ପାରେ। ସକାଳୁ ନିଦ ଭାଙ୍ଗେ ହୁଏତ ସେହି ଭଉଣୀର ସ୍ନେହ ବୋଳା ଡାକରେ। ନିଦ ମସ୍ତିଷ୍କକୁ ସଜାଡି ଦିଏ।
ଏକ ଓଉତିଆ ବିଲବୁଣା ସାରି, ସ୍ନାନ ଓ ଭୋଜନ ପରେ ଦୁଇ ଘଣ୍ଟା ନିଦ୍ରା ଗଲେ, ଚାଷୀ ମୂଲିଆ ପୁନଶ୍ଚ କର୍ମପ୍ରବଣ ହୋଇପଡେ। ନଥାଏ କୌଣସି କ୍ଳେଶ।
 ଆଦିମ ମଣିଷ ଦିନସାରା ଖାଦ୍ୟ ଅନ୍ବେଷଣ କରୁଥିଲା ବିହଙ୍ଗ ଓ ଚତୁଷ୍ପଦ ପ୍ରାୟ, ଅନ୍ଧାର ହେଲେ ଶୋଉଥିଲା ନିଘୋଡ। କେତେକ ରାତ୍ରିଚର ପ୍ରାଣୀଙ୍କ ବାଦ୍ ଶୁପ୍ତ ନିଶ୍ଚଳ ଧରାପରେ ଶାନ୍ତି ବିରାଜମାନ କରୁଥିଲା। କେଜାଣି ଆଲୋକ ମହାନ କି ଅନ୍ଧାର ମହାନ। ନିଆଁର ବ୍ୟବହାର ଜାଣି ମନୁଷ୍ୟ ହେଲା ଉନ୍ନତ। ରାତି ଉପରେ ଓ ନିଜର ନିଦ୍ରା ଉପରେ ଅତ୍ୟାଚାର କରି ଚାଲିଲା। ସଂଧ୍ୟା ଘଡିକ ଦିନ ସହ ମିଶାଇ ଦେଲା।
ରିଡର ଡାଇଜେଷ୍ଟ ଥରେ ଲେଖିଥିଲେ, ମଣିଷ କୁଆଡେ (ଶିଆଳଙ୍କ ପରି) ଘଡିଏ ରାତିରେ ଉଠିପଡ଼ି ନିଜକୁ ଟିକେ ସଜ କରି ସାହି ପଡୋଶୀ ମେଳି କରୁଥିଲା, ଅଗି ଜଳାଇ ରୁଣ୍ଡ ହେଉଥିଲା ଓ ପୁଣି ଶୋଇପଡୁଥିଲା।
ସତୁରି ଦଶକରେ ମୋ ଗାଁକୁ ବିଜୁଳି ଆସିଲା। ମନେଅଛି ସାଧାରଣ ଲୋକର ଶୋଇବା ସମୟ ଥିଲା ସଂଧ୍ୟା ସାତଟା କିମ୍ବା ଆଠଟା, କାରଣ କିରୋସିନି ଅଭାବ। ପଢାପିଲା ଥିବା ଚଳିବା ଘରେ, ଶୋଉଥିଲେ ରାତି ନଅରୁ ଦଶ ମଧ୍ୟରେ। ବେତାର ନାଟକ କିମ୍ବା ଗୀତ ଅବଶ୍ୟ ନିଦର ବଇରୀ ହେଉଥିଲା। ବିଜୁଳି ସେହି ମାନଙ୍କ ଘରକୁ ଗଲା ଓ ଶୋଇବା ଆଉ ଘଣ୍ଟାଏ ଘୁଞ୍ଚିଗଲା। କିଏ କେତେ ଡେରିରେ ଶୋଇବ ଏହା ଏକ ଅକୁହା ଆଭିଜାତ୍ୟର ସଂକେତ ଥିଲା।
ଗରିବ ଶୀଘ୍ର ଶୋଇପଡିବାକୁ ବାଧ୍ୟ ହୁଏ ଓ ତା ପିଲାଏ ଭଲ ପାଠ ପଢିବା ସଂଭବ ହୁଏ ନାହିଁ।
(ଏ ବୈଷମ୍ୟକୁ ଅଣଦେଖା କରି ଥୋକେ ନିଜକୁ ଜ୍ଞାନୀ ଭାବିବା ହାସ୍ୟକର।)
ଶୋଉ ଶୋଉ ରାତି ବାର ହେଉଛି କହିବାରେ ଲୁଚି ଯାଏ ନିଜର ପରୋକ୍ଷ ଅହଂ ବଡିମା। ଏକଥା କହି ଅନେକ ଆନନ୍ଦ ପାଆନ୍ତି।
ଦୂରଦେଖଣା ଆସିଲା ପରେ ନିଦ ନିୟନ୍ତା ହେଲେ ନାନାଦି କାର୍ଯ୍ୟକ୍ରମ।
ଖେଳକୁଦ, ବିଦେଶରେ କ୍ରିକେଟ ଇତ୍ୟାଦି ସିଧା ପ୍ରସାରଣ ହେବା ପରେ, ଏହ ପୁନଶ୍ଚ ସଂକୁଚିତ ହେଲା।
ସମାନ୍ତରାଳ ଭାବେ ପିଲାଙ୍କ ଜ୍ଞାନ ଅର୍ଜନର ସମୟବି ବଦଳିଗଲା।
ବ୍ୟାସଦେବ ହୁଅନ୍ତୁ କି ବିବେକାନନ୍ଦ, ରାତିରେ ନିଜକୁ ସେମାନେ ନିଦ୍ରାଙ୍କୁ ସମର୍ପଣ କରୁଥିବେ, ଅବଶ୍ୟ ହୁଏତ ସରସ୍ୱତୀ ସ୍ବପ୍ନ ଦେବୀଙ୍କୁ ଦୂତକରି କେତେ ସୂତ୍ର ଓ ସନ୍ଦେଶ ଦେଉଥିବା ସମ୍ଭବ। କିନ୍ତୁ ଆଧୁନିକ ପିଲାଏ ଦିନ କାଟିବାର ବ୍ୟବସ୍ଥା ଆସିଗଲା ଗୁଲିଖଟିରେ, ସିନେମା, ଦୂରଦେଖଣାରେ ଓ ରାତିରେ ଧୂମପାନ କରି ଅନିଦ୍ରା ରହି ପାଠ ପଢିବାରେ। ଆଉ କିଛି ଦୃଢମନା ଜ୍ଞାନ ପିପାସୁ ଦିନ ରାତି ପଢି ଚାଲିଲେ। କାହାର ଆଇ ଏ ଏସ ହେବାର ଅଛି ତ କାହାର ଆମେରିକା ଟିକେଟ ଦରକାର। ବିଚରା ନିଦ!
ଶୁଭ ସକାଳର ଦୃଶ୍ୟବି ବଦଳି ଚାଲିଲା।
କଟକ ସହର ଅଶି ଦଶକରେ ଭୋର ପାଞ୍ଚଟାରେ ଯେତିକି ଚଞ୍ଚଳ ଥିଲା, ଜନସଂଖ୍ୟା ବଢିବା ସତ୍ତ୍ୱେ ଆଜି ସେତିକି ଚଞ୍ଚଳତା ପାଇବା ପାଇଁ ସକାଳ ସାଢେ ଛଅକୁ ଅପେକ୍ଷା କରୁଛି। ସକାଳ ଆଠଟା ପୂର୍ବରୁ କାହାକୁ ଫୋନ କରିବା ଅସୌଜନ୍ୟତା ହୋଇଗଲାଣି।
ସମସ୍ତଙ୍କର ନିଦ ବି ସମାନ ନୁହେଁ। ଏ ଲେଖକ ତା ସମୂଦାୟ ଶୈଶବ୍ୟ ଓ କିଶୋର କାଳରେ ଖରାବେଳେ ହାତଗଣତି କେତେଦିନ ଶୋଇଥିବ। ଯଦି କେବେ ନିଦ ହେଲା, ସଂଧ୍ୟା ପର୍ଯ୍ୟନ୍ତ ଶୋଇଯାଏ ଓ ଉଠି ପଡିଲେ ସକାଳ ହେବାର ଭ୍ରମରେ ପଡେ।
ମନେ ଅଛି ସାଥି ସୁଜିତ ନାୟକ (ଏବେ ପ୍ରଫେସର ମାନସିକ ବିଭାଗ, ରାଏପୁର) ଦିନେ ଜିଦ୍ କରି କ୍ଲାସରେ ସତକୁ ନିଦ୍ରା ଆବାହନ କରି ପାରିଥିଲା।
ପ୍ରଫେସର ପୂର୍ଣ୍ଣଚନ୍ଦ୍ର ମହାପାତ୍ର ରାତିରେ ଯେତେବେଳେ କାମ ସାରିଲେ ବି ପୁଣି ଘଣ୍ଟାଏ ପଢିସାରି ନିଦ୍ରା ଯିବାକୁ ଚେଷ୍ଟା କରନ୍ତି। ଏହା ତାଙ୍କ ମୂଖନିଃସୃତ ବାଣୀ।
ଥରେ ଦେଖିଛି ମନ୍ତ୍ରୀ ଶ୍ରୀଯୁକ୍ତ ପ୍ରଫୁଲ୍ଲ ଘଡେଇ ରାତି ଦୁଇଟାରେ ତାଙ୍କ ଦରବାର ଆରମ୍ଭ କଲେ। ବହୁତ ଲୋକ ଥାଆନ୍ତି। ଶୁଣିଲି ସମସ୍ତଙ୍କ କାମ ସାରିଲେ ସେ ନିଦ୍ରା ଯିବେ।
ଅନେକ ଗବେଷକ ସ୍ବଳ୍ପ ନିଦ୍ରା ଯାଆନ୍ତି।
 ଦିନକୁ ତିନି ଚାରି ଘଣ୍ଟା ଶୋଇ କାମ କରିହେବ, ଅବଶ୍ୟ ସମୟେ ସମୟେ ନିଦ ଟଳମଳ ହୋଇ।

ଦୁନିଆର ଚଳନିର ବେଗ ଦୃତ ହେଲା। କାର୍ଯ୍ୟଭାରା ବିଚଳିତ ମନୁଷ୍ୟ ଉପରେ ଅତ୍ୟାଚାରିତ ରାତି ଓ ନିଦ୍ରା ପ୍ରତିଶୋଧ ନେଉଛନ୍ତି।
ନିଦ୍ରାହୀନତା ପ୍ରମୁଖ ବ୍ୟାଧି ହେଲାଣି। ଅନେକ ବ୍ୟାଧିର ଉପଶମକାରୀ ପ୍ରାକୃତିକ ଔଷଧରୁ ମନୁଷ୍ୟ ବଞ୍ଚିତ। ସେ ନିଜେ ଔଷଧ ନିର୍ଭରଶୀଳ।
 ଏବେ ପୁଣି ବିଜ୍ଞାନ ଆଗେଇଲା। ଆମ ଦିନ ବେଳେ ଆମେରିକା ରାତିକୁ ବିଶ୍ବ ବୁଢ଼ୀଆଣି ଜାଲ(WWW) ଏକାଠି କରିଦେଲା। ଲୋକେ ଶୋଇବା ଭୁଲିଗଲେ। ଅନେକ କାମ କମ୍ପୁଟର କଲା। ଘର ହେଲା ଉଭୟ ଚୋର ଓ ସାଧୁଙ୍କ କାର୍ଯ୍ୟାଳୟ। କମ୍ପୁଟର ହେଲା କାର୍ଯ୍ୟ ଷ୍ଟେସନ। ରାତିହେଲା ପ୍ରକୃଷ୍ଟ ସମୟ। ବ୍ରାହ୍ମ ମୂହୁର୍ତ୍ତର ଶ୍ରେଷ୍ଠତା ନ୍ୟୂନ୍ୟ ହୋଇଗଲା ଅଧିକାଂଶଙ୍କ ପାଇଁ।
ଗତକାଲି ରାତିରେ ଶୋଇଥିଲି ମଧ୍ୟ ରାତ୍ରରେ, ନିଦ ଭାଙ୍ଗିଲା ଭୋର ଚାରି। ଇଛାକୃତ ଭାବେ ପୁଣି ଶୋଇଲି। ଆଶ୍ଚର୍ଯ୍ୟ! ଡିଉଟି ଅଛି ଆଠଟା ବେଳେ ଓ କାହାର ଫୋନରେ ନିଦ ଭାଙ୍ଗିଲା ସେତିକି ବେଳେ। ବୋଧହୁଏ ଗତ ଚାରି ଦଶନ୍ଧିରେ କେବେ ଏମିତି ନିଦ ହୋଇ ନଥିଲା।
ପରୀକ୍ଷା ଆଗ ସଂଧ୍ୟାରେ ହଠାତ କରେଣ୍ଟ ଚାଲିଗଲେ ଦୁଃଖ ବଦଳରେ ଆନନ୍ଦ ଲାଗୁଥିଲା ମୋତେ, ଯେମିତି ବାଧ୍ୟ ବିରାମ ଈଶ୍ବରଙ୍କ ଇଛା। ଆଜି ସେମିତି ଲାଗିଲା, ନିଦଠୁ ବଳି ସାଥି କେହି ନୂହନ୍ତି।
ଏ ଲେଖାଟି ସେ ନିଦ୍ରାର ପ୍ରଗାଢ ଅନୁରକ୍ତି।

Saturday 11 August 2018

Swadhin's independence.

ସାଥି ସ୍ବାଧୀନ ଭାରତୀ ମହାନ୍ତିଙ୍କ, ସରକାରୀ ଚାକିରିରୁ ଅବସର।
Swadhin's Independence.

I went through the new article just after her retirement, in her blog, "Spare a moment and spare a thought".
It reminded me of one story, "The Screen, ପର୍ଦ୍ଦା " of the epitome of storytellers in the world, Prof Manoj Das.

The retired officer revisited the very same room where he ruled for years but now as a common man seeking to expedite the pension papers. His replacement new officer has gone out of the office. The peon with utmost courtesy is taking care of his ex-boss.
From the guest's chair, he looks through windows, opposite to the usual direction he was used to. The cutthroat race, to occupy this chair was not a small one.
 The screens from the windows are taken off, allowing the vast arrays of natures play visible in a small chunk of the sky. He gets lost in nature. A sense of gratitude to the new officer and his wisdom to remove the screens makes him very happy. He cursed himself wasting the whole life covered with screens and screens all around over all possible windows of life, through which he could have enjoyed the eternal play of life and lives around.
In fact, the retirement has peeled off the screen of ego and responsibility from him. As the new boss comes in, he unmindfully utters the word, "Screen".
Sorry, sir, the replacement was due as the old ones were torn to some extent. Newer ones are ready ....
He screamed in silence, "Screen again!!! Oh no!"
I wish my dear brilliant friend Swadhin, who used to be transparent all along needed no screen to be removed. The teachings of Krishna and Buddha and their echo in her inner soul made her a commoner shine of ego, from which gems of philosophy came out as often as her demanding profession of a Gynaecologist allowed.
Now she is so lucky and her readers too that she voluntarily retired at fifty and hopefully writes more and more.

Coincidentally her first write up in her blog, " Spare a Moment Spare a Thought" used the same scene. Nature, rain, droplets, ocean, sky, skyscrapers and all through the windows of the living room but actually through the window of her mind that connects her inner living soul to the outer eternal universe. The perfect ambience to see the ocean in the droplets and the beautiful coexistence of the vast many droplets keeping the beauty of each one intact, which she writes so brilliantly.
My friend one of the most brilliant student of my batch shares her birthday with none other than Sage Sri Aurobindo and free Mother India. 15th August is arriving soon.
I wish you Swadhin Bharati Mohanty your second innings as fruitful as the second innings of Sri Aurobindo, for the human race through your pen.
ସ୍ବଧୀନଙ୍କ ବ୍ଲଗ, 'ସ୍ପେୟାର ଏ ମୋମେଣ୍ଟ ସ୍ପେୟାର ଏ ଥଟ୍'କୁ ସମସ୍ତଙ୍କୁ ସାଦର ନିମନ୍ତ୍ରଣ।

Thursday 9 August 2018

ଗାଳ୍ପିକ ଓ ସାହିତ୍ୟିକ।


ଗାଳ୍ପିକ ଓ ସାହିତ୍ୟିକ।

ପ୍ରଥମଟି ହେବାରେ ଭାରି ସରାଗ। ଗପ କହିବା ମାନେ, ଇଆଡୁ ସିଆଡୁ ଜାଣିଥିବା, ଦେଖିଥିବା ଓ ଅନୁଭବର କଥାକୁ କିଛି ଗାଲୁକଥାର ସିମେଣ୍ଟରେ ଫେଣ୍ଟି ଉପସ୍ଥାପନା କରିବା ତ! ଯେକୋୖଣସି ବର୍ଣ୍ଣନା ଏକ ଗଳ୍ପ କାରଣ ସବୁକଥା ଏକଦମ ଠିକ କହି ହୁଏନି, ସାମାନ୍ୟ ନାଟକୀୟତା ମିଶିଯାଏ। ଆମେ ସଭିଏଁ ଗାଳ୍ପିକ। ଅଧିକ ନାଟକ କଲେ ହେବା ଗାଲୁଆ ଓ ତାଠୁ ଅଧିକ କହିଲେ ଡିବେଟର ହୋଇଯିବା। ଆଉ କିଛି ଅଧିକ ହେଲେ ନେତା।

ଗପରେ ସ୍ରଷ୍ଟାର ସେମିତି କିଛି ଦାୟିତ୍ୱ ନାହିଁ।  ନାୟକ ଓ ଜଘନ୍ୟ ଖଳନାୟକ ହିଁ ଶ୍ରେୟ ଓ ତୃଟି ପାଇଁ ଉତ୍ତରଦାୟୀ। ଗାଳ୍ପିକ ଆରାମ ଚୌକିରେ ବସିପଡି ମଜା ଦେଖିଲା। ଭାଷା ଯାହା ହେଲେ ବି ଚଳିବ; ଓଡ଼ିଆ, ଇଂରାଜୀ ଅବା ଖେଚୁଡ଼ି। କାରଣ  ଜଣେ ବୁଝି ପାରିବା ଭଳି କାହାଣୀଟିଏ କହୁଛୁ। ବିଶୁଦ୍ଧ ସଂସ୍କୃତରେ ଗପଟିଏ ବା ତତ୍'ସମ ଶବ୍ଦରେ ଛୋଟ ପିଲାଙ୍କୁ କହିବାରେ କିଛି ମାନେ ନାହିଁ। ଏସବୁ କାରଣରୁ, ଗାଳ୍ପିକ ହେବା ପାଇଁ କୌଣସି ଭାଷାରେ ବିଦ୍ବାନ  ହୋଇଥିବା ଅତି ଜରୁରୀ ନୁହେଁ। ଦକ୍ଷତା ଥିଲେ ଉତ୍ତମ।
ସାଧୁଶବ୍ଦରେ କୁହାଯାଏ ସୃଜନଶୀଳତା। ଏହା ଥିଲେ ଗପଟି ପାହାଡ଼ ଫଟାଇ ଝରଣା ବାହାରିଲା ପରି ଯାହିଁତାହି ଭାଷାରେ ବି ମନଛୁଆଁ ହେବ। ପୁଳାଏ ମନଛୁଆଁ ଗପ କହିଲେ ତାହା ଏକ ଶୈଳୀରେ ପରିଣତ ହେବ।
କଥା ହେଉଛି, ଅନେକ ଲେଖିଲେ କେହି କେହି କହି ପକାଇବେ ସାହିତ୍ୟିକ।
ଏଥିରେ ବିପଦ ଅଛି। ଲେଖୁଥିବା ଭାଷା ପ୍ରତି ଦାୟିତ୍ୱ ଅଛି। ଗାଳ୍ପିକର ସ୍ବାଧୀନତା ଅପହୃତ। ସମାଲୋଚକର ଚାବୁକ ମାଡକୁ ପିଠି ଦେଖାଇବାକୁ ପଡିବ। ଭାଷାରେ ଦକ୍ଷତା ବଢାଇବାକୁ ପଡିବ।

 ନିର୍ଦ୍ଦିଷ୍ଟ ଭାଷାର ଶିକ୍ଷକ ବା ଅଧ୍ୟାପକଙ୍କୁ କିଛି କଷ୍ଟ ନୁହେଁ ସାହିତ୍ୟିକ ହେବା, କିନ୍ତୁ ଜଣେ ଶ୍ରମିକ, ଦୋକାନୀ, ବିଜ୍ଞାନୀ, ସୈନିକ ବା ଡାକ୍ତରଙ୍କୁ ତ ସମ୍ଭବ ନୁହେଁ। ଯଦି ସେ ସୃଜନଶୀଳ ହୋଇଥାଆନ୍ତି ସେ କଣ କରିବେ? ସେ ତ ନଲେଖି ରହି ପାରିବେ ନାହିଁ। ତାଙ୍କ ଲେଖା ପାଠକ ପସନ୍ଦ କରି ପାରନ୍ତି। କିନ୍ତୁ ଏହାର ଭାଷା ଓ ସାହିତ୍ୟ ଦିଗ ଯଦି ଦୁର୍ବଳ, ସମାଲୋଚକ କହିପାରନ୍ତି ଯେ ଏ ଗାଳ୍ପିକ ଆମ ଶାସ୍ତ୍ରୀୟ ଭାଷାକୁ ବୁଡାଇବ ବୋଧେ।
ହଁ। ଶାସ୍ତ୍ରୀୟ ଓ ଦାଣ୍ଡି ଏ ବିବାଦ ଏ ଓଡିଶାରେ ବୋଧହୁଏ ଅତିବଡ଼ିଙ୍କ ଠାରୁ ରହିଛି।
ବିପରୀତ ବି ସମ୍ଭବ। ଜଣେ ଭାଷା ପଣ୍ଡିତଙ୍କ ସୃଜନ ଭାଗଟି ଶୂନ୍ୟ ହୋଇପାରେ। ସେ ଗପ, କବିତା ଓ ଏପରିକି ପ୍ରବନ୍ଧଟିଏ ଭାଷାରେ ସୁସଂହତ କଲେ କଣ ହେବ ପାଠକେ ବାକ୍ୟଗୁଡିକ ଜୀଵନ୍ତ ନହୋଇଥିବା ଅନୁଭବ କରିବେ।
ବହୁ ସୁନ୍ଦର ସାଜସଜ୍ଜାରେ କିଛି ଲେଖା ଯାଇପାରେ, ଏହା ସୁଭାଷା ବି ହୋଇପାରେ କିନ୍ତୁ ଜୀବନୀ ଶକ୍ତି ନଥିଲେ ଆଦୌ ଭଲ ଲାଗିବ ନାହିଁ। ପ୍ରକାରାନ୍ତେ ସାଧାରଣ ପୋଇ ମଞ୍ଚାପରି ମାଡିଥିବା ସରଳ ଲେଖାଟି ବେଶ ମନଛୁଆଁ ହୋଇପାରେ।
ଏସବୁ ବାଜେକଥାରୁ ଉପରକୁ ଉଠିଗଲେ, ଯାହା ସ୍ରଷ୍ଟାର କଲମରୁ ଝରିବ ତାହା ସାହିତ୍ୟର ଧାରା ବା ନୂତନ ଶୈଳୀ ହୋଇଯିବ।
ଗୋପୀନାଥ ମହାନ୍ତି, ସୁରେନ୍ଦ୍ର ମହାନ୍ତି, ଶାନ୍ତନୁ ଆଚାର୍ଯ୍ୟ ମହାଶୟ ମାନଙ୍କୁ ମାପିବାର ଦକ୍ଷତା କାହାର ଅବା ଅଛି! ସେମାନେ ସାହିତ୍ୟ କ୍ଷେତ୍ର ବାହାରର ଲୋକ କିନ୍ତୁ ଏକ ଜାତିର କଥା ସାହିତ୍ୟରେ ସର୍ବକାଳପାଇଁ ଏକ ଏକ ପିଲାର। ମହାଶୟ ସର୍ବଶ୍ରୀ ମହାପାତ୍ର ନୀଳମଣି ସାହୁ, ବିଭୁତି ପଟ୍ଟନାୟକ ଓ ମନୋଜ ଦାସ ସାହିତ୍ୟ କ୍ଷେତ୍ରର ଲୋକ ବୋଲି ସୃଜନଶୀଳ ନୁହନ୍ତି। ସେମାନଙ୍କ ସୃଜନଶୀଳତା ଓ ସାହିତ୍ୟ ଜ୍ଞାନକୁ ଆମେ ଭିନ୍ନ କରି ଦେଖିବା ସମୀଚୀନ। କହି ହେବନାହିଁ, ସେମାନଙ୍କ ସୃଜନ ସାହିତ୍ୟ ଉପରେ ନିର୍ଭର କରିଛି କିମ୍ବା ତାଙ୍କ ସାହିତ୍ୟ ଓ ଆମ ଭାଷା ସାହିତ୍ୟ ସେମାନଙ୍କ ସୃଜନୀକୁ ଅବଲମ୍ବନ କରିଛି ଅଥବା ଉଭୟ ପରସ୍ପର ପରିପୁରକ।

Monday 6 August 2018

ନୂଆ ଗଣତନ୍ତ୍ର।

ନୂଆ ଗଣତନ୍ତ୍ର।
ଏ ଲେଖାକୁ ଥଟ୍ଟା କଥା ନଭାବି ପଢିବାକୁ ଅନୁରୋଧ। ମଝିରେ ମଝିରେ ଶୁଣାଯାଏ ଗଣତାନ୍ତ୍ରିକ ପଦ୍ଧତିର ଦୂରରେ ରହି ଏହାକୁ ସମାଲୋଚନା କରିବା, ଶିକ୍ଷିତ ଲୋକଙ୍କ ସୁବିଧାବାଦ। ମୁଁ ବି କେତେ ଥର ସେମିତି ଭାବିଛି ଓ କେତେ ମତ ରଖିଛି।  ଭୋଟ ଦେବା ଏକ କର୍ତ୍ତବ୍ୟ ଭାବି ଦୂରରୁ ଦୌଡି ଆସିଛି ଗାଁକୁ। କିନ୍ତୁ ଏବେ ଏହି ସିଦ୍ଧାନ୍ତରେ ପହଞ୍ଚିଛି ଯେ କେବଳ ନେତା ବା ଦଳଙ୍କୁ ଦୋଶ ଦେବା ଉଚିତ ନୁହେଁ, ଆମ ଗଣତାନ୍ତ୍ରିକ ବ୍ୟବସ୍ଥାରେ ଅନେକ ତୃଟି ରହିଛି।
ସହଜ ଉଦାହରଣଟିଏ ଦେଉଛି। ବର୍ତ୍ତମାନ ଯଦି ଏକ ଅନ୍ ଲାଇନ ମତ ନିଆଯାଏ କାହାକୁ ପ୍ରଧାନମନ୍ତ୍ରୀ ହେବାକୁ ଚାହୁଁଛ। ଓ ଅନ୍ୟ ଏକ ମତ ନିଆଯାଏ କାହାକୁ ପ୍ରଧାନମନ୍ତ୍ରୀ ଭାବେ ସମ୍ପୂର୍ଣ୍ଣ ବିରୋଧ କରୁଛ ତାହେଲେ ଏ ଉଭୟରେ ନିଶ୍ଚିତ ବିଜୟୀ ହେବେ ମାନନୀୟ ମୋଦି ଜି। ସହଜ କଥା ପ୍ରଥମଟି ତାଙ୍କ ବିରୋଧୀଙ୍କୁ ଭାଗ କରିବ ଅନ୍ୟ ସମ୍ଭାବ୍ୟ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ମାନଙ୍କ ମଧ୍ୟରେ କିନ୍ତୁ ତାଙ୍କ ସମର୍ଥକ ମାନେ ତାଙ୍କୁ ଭୋଟ ଦେବେ। ଦ୍ୱିତୀୟ କ୍ଷେତ୍ରରେ ତାଙ୍କ ବିରୋଧୀ ମାନଙ୍କ ଭୋଟ ଏକଜୁଟ ହୋଇଯିବ ଯେ ସେମାନେ ତାଙ୍କୁ ଚାହାନ୍ତି ନାହିଁ କିନ୍ତୁ ତାଙ୍କ ସମର୍ଥକ ମାନଙ୍କ ଭୋଟ ରାମା ଦାମା ଶ୍ୟାମା , ସୀମା, ମାମା, ଲାମାଙ୍କ ମଧ୍ୟରେ ଭାଗ ହୋଇଯିବ। ଏକ ସମୟରେ ଜଣେ ସବୁଠୁ ଲୋକପ୍ରିୟ ଓ ସବୁଠୁ ଅଲୋଡ଼ା ହେବାକୁ ଯେଉଁ ଗଣତନ୍ତ୍ର ବ୍ୟବସ୍ଥା କରୁଛି ତାହା ନିଶ୍ଚିତ ତୃଟିଯୁକ୍ତ। ଏଣୁ ଏହାର ସୁଧାର ଦରକାର। ସେଦିନ ଏକଥା ଲେଖିଥିଲି। ଜଣେ ବନ୍ଧୁ ଲେଖିଲେ ଏହା ଠିକ ଯେ ବିକଳ୍ପ ଚିନ୍ତା କଣ।
ହଁ ଅଛି। ସେକଥା ପୂର୍ବରୁ କିଛି ଆଲୋଚନା କରୁଛି।

ଏବେର ଗଣତାନ୍ତ୍ରିକ ପ୍ରକ୍ରିୟାରେ ସମାଜକୁ ଏକ ମାଟି ହାଣ୍ଡି ଭଳି ଭାଙ୍ଗି ଦିଆଯାଇଛି। ଯିଏ ସବୁଠୁ ବଡ ଖପରାଟି ପାଇଲା ସେ ଶାସନ କଲା, ଯଦିଓ ଏହା ହାଣ୍ଡିର କୋଡିଏ ପଚିଶ ପ୍ରତିଶତ ହୋଇପାରେ। ଏହାକୁ ବି ଭାଗ କରାଯାଇପାରେ ଓ ଅନ୍ୟମାନେ ବି ଜୋଡି ହୋଇ ପାରନ୍ତି ଓ ସେମିତି ସତକୁ ହେଉଛି ଯାହାକୁ କୁହାଯାଉଛି, ଜୋଡ ତୋଡର ରାଜନୀତି। ଭାଙ୍ଗିବା ହେଉକି ଗଢିବା ହେଉ ଏ ଉଭୟରେ ଘୃଣାଭାବ ହିଁ ବ୍ୟବହାର କରାଯାଉଛି ଯାହାର ନ୍ୟଷ୍ଟି ହେଉଛି ଜାତି, ଧର୍ମ, ଆଞ୍ଚଳିକ ବାଦ ବା ବ୍ୟକ୍ତି ପ୍ରତି ଘୃଣା ଇତ୍ୟାଦି।
ଜଣେ ପଚିଶ ପ୍ରତିଶତ ସମର୍ଥନ ପାଇ ଜିତି ପାରେ। ବାକି ପଚସ୍ତୋରି ପ୍ରତିଶତ ତାଙ୍କ ପ୍ରତି ନିଉଟ୍ରାଲ କି ତାଙ୍କୁ ପୁରା ବିରୋଧ କରନ୍ତି ସେକଥା ଜଣା ପଡେନି। ହୋଇପାରେ ତାଙ୍କୁ ଅଳ୍ପ କିଛି ନଚାହିଁ ପାରନ୍ତି କିମ୍ବା ହୋଇପାରେ ଅନ୍ୟ ତିନି ଚତୁର୍ଥାଂଶଙ୍କ ଇଛା ସେ ଜମା ନହୁଅନ୍ତୁ। କିନ୍ତୁ ସେଥିପାଇଁ ଭୋଟ ନିଆ ଯାଉନି ଜଣା ପଡିବ କେମିତି? ତେଣୁ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ଚାହିଁବେ ତାଙ୍କର ପୁଳାଏ ଅତି ବିଶ୍ବସ୍ତ ଭୋଟର ହୁଅନ୍ତୁ, ଅନ୍ୟମାନେ ଭୁକିହେଲେ ତାଙ୍କର କିଛି ଯାଏ ଆସେ ନାହିଁ। ଅନ୍ୟ ମାନଙ୍କୁ ଆପଣା କରିବା ଓ ବିରୋଧୀ କଲ୍ୟାଣ ପାଇଁ ମନ ବଳାଇବାର ଆବଶ୍ୟକତା ନାହିଁ।
କିଛି ପାରମ୍ପରିକ ସମର୍ଥକ ଓ ସମ୍ଭାବ୍ୟ ଲାଭ ହାସଲକାରୀ ମାନେ ଜିତାଇଦେବେ। ସେଥିପାଇଁ ଆପଣା ଭାଗର ଖପରାଟି ଯେମିତି ନଭାଙ୍ଗିବ ତାହାରି ପ୍ରୟତ୍ନ ଅର୍ଥ, ମଦ୍ୟ, ଠିକା, ପଦବୀ ଓ ବ୍ୟବସାୟରେ ସୁବିଧା ଦେଇ କରାଅ ଓ ଅନ୍ୟ ଦଳର ଖପରାକୁ ବାଡେଇ ପିଟି ଭାଙ୍ଗିଦିଅ।
ଦଶ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ଥିଲେ ବି ଅଧିକାଂଶ ସ୍ଥାନରେ ଦୁଇ ଜଣଙ୍କ ମଧ୍ୟରେ ଯୁଦ୍ଧ ହେଉଛି କ ଓ ଖ। ଗ ଦଳ ବା ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀଙ୍କ ସମର୍ଥକ ଭାବନ୍ତି ସେ ତ ଜିତିବେ ନାହିଁ ତାଙ୍କୁ ଦେଇକି ଲାଭ କଣ? ଏଣୁ ତାଙ୍କ ପ୍ରକୃତ ମତଟି ଲୁଚାଇ ଦେଇ କ ଓ ଖ ମଧ୍ୟରେ ସେ ଯାହାକୁ କମ ଘୃଣା କରନ୍ତି ତାଙ୍କୁ ଦିଅନ୍ତି। ତାଙ୍କ ଗଣତାନ୍ତ୍ରିକ ମତ ଏହା ନୁହେଁ। ରାମାର ଭୋଟ ତାଙ୍କ ସମର୍ଥନର ମତ କି ଦାମାର ବିରୋଧୀ ମତ ତାହା ଜାଣିବାର ଉପାୟ ନାହିଁ। ବହୁଲୋକ ଭୋଟ ଦେବାକୁ ଯାଆନ୍ତି ନାହିଁ କାରଣ ପ୍ରଥମ ଏକ ଦୁଇ ବା ତିନି ତାଙ୍କର ନାପସନ୍ଦ ଏଣୁ ଗୋଟିଏ ଦିନ ନଷ୍ଟ କରିବାର ମାନେ ନାହିଁ।
ମୋ ମତରେ ଜଣେ ଭୋଟର ଦୁଇଟି ଭୋଟ ଦେବା କଥା। କାହାକୁ ସେ ସର୍ବାଧିକ ପସନ୍ଦ କରୁଛନ୍ତି ଓ କାହାକୁ ସେ ସର୍ବାଧିକ ବିରୋଧ କରୁଛନ୍ତି। ବହୁତ ମଜାଦାର ତଥା ଯୁକ୍ତି ଯୁକ୍ତ ହେବ ନିର୍ବାଚନ।
ଏକ ଉଦାହରଣ ଦେଇ କହୁଛି କିନ୍ତୁ ପ୍ରକୃତ ଅବସ୍ଥା ଏହି ଉଦାହରଣ ଠାରୁ ଅଧିକ ଦମଦାର ହେବ।
କ ଖ ଓ ଗ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ଅଛନ୍ତି। ଭୋଟ ଦେଇଛନ୍ତି ଧରାଯାଉ ଶହେ ଲୋକ। କ ପାଇଲା ୩୩, ଖ ୩୩ ଓ ଗ ୩୪। ଗ ବିଜୟୀ ହେଲା। କିନ୍ତୁ ଅନ୍ୟ ୬୬ ଜଣଙ୍କର ମତ ଅର୍ଥାତ ମେଜରେଟି ଅର୍ଥାତ ଗଣତନ୍ତ୍ରର ମୂଳମନ୍ତ୍ର ଅସିଦ୍ଧ ହୋଇଗଲା। ଏ ୬୬ଙ୍କର ହୁଏତ ଗ ସର୍ବାଧିକ ନାପସନ୍ଦ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ହୋଇ ପାରେ। ଧରାଯାଉ ମୋ କହିବା ମୁତାବକ ଭୋଟ ହୋଇଥାନ୍ତା ଓ ସେଥିରେ ସବୁଠୁ ନାପସନ୍ଦ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀର ଭୋଟ ଧରାଯାଉ କ କୋଡିଏ, ଖ ତିରିଶ ଓ ଗ ପଚାଶ ପାଇ ଥାନ୍ତା। ଅର୍ଥାତ କ କୁ ୩୩ ଜଣ ଚାହୁଁ ଛନ୍ତି ଓ ୨୦ ଜଣ ଆଦୌ ଚାହୁଁ ନାହାନ୍ତି, ଖ କୁ ୩୩ ଓ ୩୦ ଓ ଗକୁ ୩୪ ଓ ୫୦.
ମାନେ ଇଫେକ୍ଟିବ ଭୋଟ କ ପାଇଲା ୩୩-୨୦=୧୩, ଖ ୩ ଓ ଗ ବିଯୁକ୍ତ ୧୬। ଏଣୁ କ ଜିତିଲା।
ହସନ୍ତୁ ନାହିଁ ଭାବି ଦେଖନ୍ତୁ ଏହା ଫଳରେ ଛୋଟ ଖପରା ମାନେ କଣ ଚାହାଁନ୍ତି ତାର ଗୁରୁତ୍ୱ ରହିଲା।
ଯିଏ ତ ଜଣେ ଜିତଛି, ଏ ନୂଆ  ବ୍ୟବସ୍ଥାରେ ଲାଭ କଣ ହେବ?
ନେତା ଚାହିଁବେ କେବଳ ମୋ ନିଜ ଲୋକଙ୍କୁ ପୋଶା କୁକୁର ଭଳି ନରଖି ଏମିତି କାମ କରଯେ ଅନ୍ୟମାନେ ବି ଅସୁଖି ନହୁଅନ୍ତୁ। ଅପରାଧି ଓ କଳାଅର୍ଥ ବଳୁଆଙ୍କୁ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ କରିବାର ରିସ୍କ କେହି ନେବେ ନାହିଁ। କାରଣ ପୋଶା କୁକୁରଙ୍କ ଛଡା ଆଉ ସମସ୍ତେ ଦାଉଦ ମାଲ୍ୟା ଭଳି ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀକୁ ବିରୋଧ କରିବେ ଓ ସେ ଆଦୌ ଜିତିବେ ନାହିଁ। ମାନେ ମୂଳରୁହିଁ ସବୁଦଳ ଭଲ ପ୍ରାର୍ଥୀ ଦେବେ। ଦଳ ମାନେ ବି ଘୃଣା ଓ ତୁଷ୍ଟିକରଣ ରାଜନୀତି ତ୍ୟାଗ କରି ଶତ୍ରୁ କମ ହେବା ଭଳି ଦେଶ ଗଠନ ରାଜନୀତି କରିବେ।
ଲେଖକର ଏ ମତଟି ନିଶ୍ଚିତ ଆଜି ନହେଲେ ଅନେକ ବର୍ଷ ପରେ ଗ୍ରହଣ କରାଯିବ ସାରା ବିଶ୍ବରେ, ଏ ବିଶ୍ୱାସ ଅଛି। ଏ ଘୁଣଖିଆ ଗଣତନ୍ତ୍ରର ସୁଧାର ହେବା ଅତ୍ୟନ୍ତ ଜରୁରୀ ହୋଇଗଲାଣି।

Saturday 5 May 2018

Human, A Social Animal!!

Human, A Social Animal!!

Human a social animal?
Come together with slogan,
With flag high,
Torch the thatched house,
Sparrows, tiny creatures,
Look back as they fly out,
Not worried about laid down eggs,
Not social they are,
The men burnt in closed doors,
The women dragged out,
Social the human,
 Share the frozen sparrow eggs,
One after another,
 Until the eighty and the eighteen,
Finished the eight, tiny sparrow.
Social human.

They prayed in series,
Large files and ranks,
Social human,
In synchronized harmony,
And someone carried the flag,
Decisive one,
Would die not before,
Bringing sky  crumble in flame,
Social he is,
Would be going to paradise.

Social human,
Lord on lotus,
King gone crazy,
 Leaving the Kingdom,
Social Nirvana,
Kill and pack them destroyers,
Uphold Nirvana,
In solitude it heals,
In social struggle it kills.

Together strength of human,
To be tested,
There was race for it,
The Jews,
Color for it,
The slaves,
Persons for it,
The Sadams,
Land and nation for it,
The Syria,
Yes,
Man is a social human,
They erred they perished,
Who defined the error,
Only one,
Social human.

We are in danger,
Alone we can't,
See the hornet, bees and ants,
Together we are strong,
Come on, we are in danger,
Fight and destroy,
Enemies everywhere,
It pricked their shuteye,
They heard none but a cause,
A flag dragged them out,
Together they marched,
To avoid the danger,
Pushed the dagger in,
Human stabbed humanity.

Society of class, of colour,
Of nation, of sex, of profession,
As followers of a sect,
As member of a caste,
As groups in power struggle,
They form society,
Coz social human they are,
Society is everything,
Powerful than man,
Under its heavy weight,
In scrambling fight of societies,
Crumbled all humanity.

Is man a social animal?
Like the herd of cattle or sheep's!
Like the ants in row carrying food!
Like the birds in the evening,
Chirping in chorus,
On meditating twigs,
 Before falling to silence,
With a promise to wake up humans
From slumber in the morning,
To say them in ear,
Oh man, gone crazy,
Fool man of high society,
Oh social humans,
You are destroying our world,
But not before destroying yours.

Man born free, more a complete,
 To flourish alone,
On perjury a great man told,
Man is a social animal,
Might be correct to larger extent,
But a prefix needed,
The most Antisocial animal.

Wednesday 2 May 2018

A Poet’s Death is His Life ଜଣେ କବି'ର ମୃତ୍ୟୁ ହିଁ ତା ଜୀବନ।

A Poet’s Death is His Life

Is it really written by Khalil Gibran?
How could he know his own future! He died young, his literature became more and more popular after his death.
Yes possible, if what we ordinary people write today, becomes true tomorrow then why not this great Prophetic human!
Also possible some follower added it afterwards as devotional deception

 ଜଣେ କବି'ର ମୃତ୍ୟୁ ହିଁ ତା ଜୀବନ।

ଘନକେଶୀ ରାତ୍ରୀର, ବହଳ କଳା ଅନ୍ଧକାର ଉଭୟ ପକ୍ଷ, ଶୁଭ୍ର ହିମ ଆଛାଦିତ ସହରକୁ କୋଳେଇ ନେଇଛି; ଏବଂ ରାସ୍ତାଘାଟ ଜନଶୂନ୍ୟ କରି ସଭିଏଁ ଆପଣା ଗୃହର ଗରମ ପେଡିରେ ଆରାମ କରୁଛନ୍ତି। ବିପର୍ଯ୍ୟସ୍ତ ଆବର୍ଜନା ସମ କଦାଚିତ୍ ସୁନ୍ଦରୀ ଉଦ୍ୟାନକୁ ଉତ୍ତରା ହେମାଳ ବିମର୍ଷ ଅନୁଧ୍ୟାନ କରୁଛି।
      ସହରର ଉପାନ୍ତରେ ଏକ ଜୀର୍ଣ୍ଣ କୁଟୀର, ତୁଷାର ଭାରାରେ ଭୂପତିତ ହେବା ଉପରେ। ଝୁମ୍ପୁଡିଟିର ଏକ କନ୍ଦିରେ, କିଞ୍ଚିତ୍ ଅବଶିଷ୍ଟ ଜୀବନର ରୁଗ୍ଣ ଯୁବକ, ଭଗ୍ନପ୍ରାୟ ଖଟ ଉପରେ ପଡିରହି, ଫାଙ୍କ ମଧ୍ୟଦେଇ ଆସୁଥିବା ପବନରେ ଦ୍ବଳାୟିତ ମ୍ଳାନ ଦୀପଶିଖାକୁ ନିରେଖି ଚାହୁଁଛି। ସେ ନିଶ୍ଚିତ, ବୟସର ଏ ବସନ୍ତରେ ତା ମଧ୍ୟରେ ଶାନ୍ତ ମୃତ୍ୟୁ କ୍ରମଶଃ ଅବତରଣ କରି, ଜୀବନ ଜଞ୍ଜାଳରୁ ତାଙ୍କୁ ଉନ୍ମୁକ୍ତ କରିବାର କ୍ଷଣ ଆସନ୍ନ। 
ସେ ସକୃତଜ୍ଞ ଅପେକ୍ଷାମାଣ, ମୃତ୍ୟୁର ଆଗମନକୁ, ମଳିନ ମୂଖ ମଣ୍ଡଳରେ ଆଶାର ଉଦୟ; ଏବଂ ଅଧରରେ ବିଶାଦର ସ୍ମିତହାସ୍ୟ; ଏବଂ ତାଙ୍କ ଆଖିରୁ ଝରିପଡୁଛି ସଦୟ କ୍ଷମା।

ସେ ବିଳାସୀ ସହରର କ୍ଷୁଧିତ କବି।

ଆପଣାର ସୁନ୍ଦର ଓ ଗାମ୍ଭୀର୍ଯ୍ୟ ଭରା କଥା କବିତାରେ, ଏ ଧରାର ଅସୁମାରୀ ଦୁଃଖ ଦୈନ୍ୟ ପୀଡିତ ଜନତାଙ୍କ ହୃଦୟକୁ ଉତଫୁଲ୍ଲିତ କରିବା ଥିଲା ବିଧି ଅଭିଳାଷ। ବୋଧଶକ୍ତିର କର୍ତ୍ତ୍ରୀଦେବୀ ତାଙ୍କୁ ପଠାଇଥିଲେ ନରନାରୀଙ୍କ ରୁଷ୍ଟ ମାନସକୁ ପ୍ରଷମିତ କରି, ଜୀବନରେ ଭରିଦେବାକୁ ସାବଲୀଳ ଆତ୍ମ ସନ୍ତୋଷ।
କିନ୍ତୁ ହାୟ! ସେ ଖୁସିରେ ବିଦାୟ ଦେଉଛନ୍ତି ଏ ଶୀତଳ ପୃଥିବୀକୁ, ତହିଁର ବିଚିତ୍ର ବାସିନ୍ଦାଙ୍କ ଲେସମାତ୍ର ଖୁସି ନଦେଖି। ସେ ଶେଷ ନିଶ୍ବାସର ଅପେକ୍ଷାରେ, କିନ୍ତୁ ଏକ ମାତ୍ର ଏ ଦୀପକ ବ୍ୟତୀତ କେହି ନାହିଁ ମୃତ୍ୟୁ ଶଯ୍ୟାରେ, ଏବଂ କେବଳ ଯାହା ଅଛି ଲିଖନ ସମ୍ଭବ ଚମଡାର ଫର୍ଦ୍ଦ ଯେଉଁଠି ସେ ଖୋଦନ କରନ୍ତି ହୃଦୟର ସୂକ୍ଷ୍ମ ଅନୁଭବ।

ଶେଷ ଶକ୍ତିର ସ୍ବଳ୍ପ ଅବଶିଷ୍ଟାଂଶ ସଂଗଠିତ କରି ଦୁଇ ବାହୁ ସ୍ବର୍ଗକୁ ଉତ୍ତୋଳନ ପୂର୍ବକ, ଅତ୍ୟନ୍ତ ନିରାଶାରେ ଘୁର୍ଣ୍ଣାୟ ମାନ ଦୃଷ୍ଟି ନିକ୍ଷେପ କରୁଛନ୍ତି, ସତେ ଯେମିତି ଘରର ଛାତ, ହିମପାତ ଓ ଆକାଶର ମେଘମାଳାର ଢାଙ୍କୁଣି ଭେଦକରି ନଭ ମଣ୍ଡଳର ତାରକାପୁଞକୁ ଅବଲୋକନ କରିବା ସମ୍ଭବ।
ଏବଂ ସେ କହୁଛନ୍ତି, "ଆସ ଆଭାମୟୀ ମୃତ୍ୟୁ; ଆତ୍ମା ମୋର ଅନାଇ ରହିଛି। ଆସ ପାଶେ, ଭାଜି ଯାଉ ଲୌହର ଶୃଙ୍ଖଳ, ବହନେ ଯା ନୟାନ୍ତ ମୁଁ। ହେ ମଧୁର ମରଣ ଆସ, ଉଦ୍ଧର ଏ ପଡୋଶୀ ମାନଙ୍କ କବଳୁ। ଶୁଣି ମୋର ଦେବପୁର ସନ୍ଦେଶ ବଖାଣ, କହନ୍ତି ସେମାନେ, କିଏ ଏ ଅଚିହ୍ନା ଆଗନ୍ତୁକ! ହେ କାଳ, ଶୀଘ୍ର ପ୍ରଶାନ୍ତି ଆଣ, ଏ ବିବିଧ ବିକାରରୁ ଦୂରେ ବାହିନିଅ। ମୁଁ ଏ କନ୍ଦିରେ ବନ୍ଦୀ ଓ ବିସ୍ମୃତ, କାରଣ ମୁଁ ଦୁର୍ବଳର ଲୋହୁ ବୁହାଇବାରେ ସେମାନଙ୍କୁ ସାଥି ଦେଇନାହିଁ।

ହେ ଧୀର ନିସ୍ପନ୍ଦ, ତୁମ୍ଭ ଶୁଭ୍ର ପକ୍ଷରେ ପୋଛି ନିଅ ମୋତେ, ମୁଁ ମୋ ପ୍ରତିବେଶୀଙ୍କ ପାଇଁ ଅଲୋଡ଼ା, ହେ ମୃତ୍ୟୁ, ପ୍ରେମମୟୀ କରୁଣା ସ୍ବରୂପ, ଆବୋରି ନିଅ ମୋତେ; ତୁମ ଅଧର ଚୁମିଯାଉ, ପାଇନି ଯେ ମାତାର ଚୁମ୍ବନ, ନାହିଁ ଭଗ୍ନୀ ଛୁଇଁବାକୁ ଯା'ର ନରମ ଚିବୁକ, ନାହିଁ ମୋ ପ୍ରେୟସୀ ଛନ୍ଦିବାକୁ ନରମ ଅଙ୍ଗଳି, ଏଣୁ ଘେନିଯାଅ ମୋତେ, ହେ ମୋର ପ୍ରିୟତମା ମୃତ୍ୟୁ।
ଅତଃପର, ମୁମୁର୍ଷୁ କବିଙ୍କ ଶଯ୍ୟା ପାର୍ଶ୍ବେ ଉଭା, ନୈସର୍ଗିକ ଶୋଭାମୟୀ ଐଶୀ ଦେବକନ୍ୟା, ହସ୍ତେ ଧରି ଦିବ୍ୟ ପୁଷ୍ପ ଚକ୍ର। ଦେବୀ, ଆଲିଙ୍ଗନ କରି ଚକ୍ଷୁ ତାଙ୍କ ମୁଦ୍ରିତ କରନ୍ତି, ଏଣିକି କବି ଦେଖିବେ ଆତ୍ମାର ଜ୍ଞାନ ନେତ୍ରରେ। ଦିବ୍ୟଜନନୀଙ୍କ ଦୀର୍ଘ ଏକ ମୃଦୁ ଚୁମ୍ବନରେ ଉଦ୍ଭାସିତ ହୁଏ ଚିରସ୍ଥାୟୀ ସ୍ବର୍ଗୀୟ ଆନନ୍ଦ ଓ ଚହଟ ଲାସ୍ୟମୟ ପରିପୂର୍ଣ୍ଣତା।
ଶୂନ୍ୟ କୁଟୀରରେ କେବଳ ପଡି ରହେ କବିଙ୍କ ହସ୍ତ ଲିଖିତ ଚର୍ମପରଦା ଓ କାଗଜ ଫର୍ଦ୍ଦମାନ, ଅଙ୍କିତ ଯହିଁ ବ୍ୟଥିତ ହୃଦୟର ଭାବମୟ ତିକ୍ତ କବିତା।

 ଅନେକ ଶତାବ୍ଦୀ ଅନ୍ତେ ସେ ସହର ହୁଏ ବ୍ୟାଧିମୁକ୍ତ, ଜାଗ୍ରତ ହୁଏ ଅଜ୍ଞାନ ତିମିରାଛନ୍ନ ବହଳ ନିଦ୍ରାରୁ। ସହରର ସୁନ୍ଦରତମ ଉଦ୍ୟାନରେ ଏକ ସ୍ମାରକ ପ୍ରତିଷ୍ଠା କରି ପ୍ରତିବର୍ଷ ଉତ୍ସବ ମନାନ୍ତି, ସେ ଦିବ୍ୟ କବିଙ୍କ ସମ୍ମାନାର୍ଥେ, ଯାହାଙ୍କ ରଚନା ସେମାନଙ୍କୁ ମୁକ୍ତ କରିଛି।
ହାୟ, କେତେ ନିଷ୍ଠୁର ମଣିଷର ଅଜ୍ଞତା।

Thursday 15 March 2018

Pro incumbency.

If I am not wrong...
After the initial success in doing Assam Acord with ASSU's Mohanta and Phukan , Longwalajee peace pact in Punjab and (not sure) Gurkha land pact with Ghisingjee he won some hearts. His IPKF failure ultimately took his life. But three other important things happened during his tenure, 1. Telecom revolution @Pitroda, 2. Panchayatraj bill and 3 . Voting right to 18 years old from 21.
Bofors, Fair fax and VP. I think that summarize him.
Let us forget everything but focus on Voting right to 18 and PRI revolution...

The first one I say is an anti incumbent tool the second one is a pro incumbent machine.
A young voter is not an adulterated voter. He has his own aspiration, honesty, less influenced by tradition and he is ready to throw the inertia of the establishment to trash box. This point immediately went against Rajiv Gandhi.
The PRI allowed grass root politician to organize a committed following by giving them incentives like pension, loan, local contracts and so on. The status of a Sarapancha changed and he became more respectable as well as capable.
The term pro incumbmet was never felt before the new PRI. Rajiv Government brought it towards last part of his tenure. Many states were under Congress after the sympathy wave victory of 1984. Suppose this bill had come in 1985 or 86 it should have generated a pro incumbent factor in 1989.
In 1989 Congress was thrown out with  neovoters' power. The next government stumbled but unlike in 1977 or 1980 the state governments continued. ( Post Ramakrishna Hedge episode). This created a new scenario. The anti Congress state governments generated pro incumbent power.
Earlier, except Jyoti Basujee most govts generally changed in successive elections. But after 1989 it became easier to retain power by same governments. Master Examples are Gujarat, Odisha a little late, Lalu's Bihar, Digvijay, Chandrababu and so on. Changes occurred but less often. So both voting age and PRI worked against Congress in addition to the usually discussed political issues.
Our believe that leaders like Lalu or later Nitish or Nabin or Naidu or Namo, or Mamata or Ajit Yogi, Digvijay, Raman Jaylalitha, SP became great leaders partly because of Rajiv's work.
Later on the liberalization era added more pro incumbent power with more money pumped for populist, non planned and mostly useless spending.
But for the pro incumbent factor, the recent Gujarat election could have gone to Congress.
In Punjab SAD could not do it because it became extremely unpopular.
The summary of my idea is; it is easier to retain power than lose it,  the root of which is PRI which one can palpate during village elections.

Monday 12 March 2018

Get-together


Get-together
The get-together was just over. I met Subash after thirty years. Subash!
 Honestly speaking, there was every chance, he my best buddy turned my fiancée and might be much more than that. But our friendship dominated any other relationship squeezing them to death. A friendship between opposite sex was a taboo then. With that too it was irresistible from both the sides We subconsciously tried to disprove others presuming anything else. Monster friendship killed all infatuations and budding attractions.

I am Reena.

Am I honest? Did I understand Subash completely? Didn't I wait him to go beyond and ask or beg me my love? I am not sure. I did not do any research about his feelings. It was none of my business as a little woman to initiate from my side. I needed his help all through my career from school to my post graduation. Finally when I wanted joining a serious IAS coaching class at Delhi, my parents didn't allow a place that far but agreed only because he too joined.
I was as serious in my study as he was giving me all assistance. He actually had no interest, always spent time in the literary corner of a big public library. 
I couldn't motivate him. 
Earlier in our intermediate classes he actually went to a depression, when he failed to get a first division only by six marks. He paid the price of not paying thirty rupees to the Chemistry laboratory attendant Ratan, which was the norm; the price to know the salt for analysis. Ratan gave a feast to the department every year.
 I got the tips without paying. Honestly the lecturer asked him to help me. He reluctantly did so urging me his fee. Earlier the same lecturer asked me questions in the class, affectionately taking my name. He didn't mind, I got embarrassing comments from male students for his silly behaviour. His piercing eyes looked like demons to me. He on occasions wanted me to meet after class at some pretext or the other. I was old enough to hate his activities.
 But at last I got the salt tips without paying, might not be a fault of mine. But Subash! He paid the price of honesty by securing a marginal pass mark in practical. For reasons unknown in all practical examinations he got poor marks, even if his theory marks were quiet good. Was it because we did roam together in the campus yielding a bad impressions? Why he alone why not me!
Nothing could break our friendship.

He went to depression. I tried to bring him out of it and of course succeeded but it was too late. I changed to arts subject considered more helpful for getting into administrative services. He also joined arts subjects because he did not get an honours seat in science in the premier college of the state. His compulsion and my passion brought us together again. Luckily he got out of depression although at sometimes I observed his unhappiness. I developed weakness towards him not good enough to overpower my feminine ego to reveal it. He never asked. He wrote poems after poems, very romantic but sad, which I hardly deciphered then.
 Once again I can say, our friendship was a monster under which our cravings got suppressed.

I returned from Delhi as an IAS and he returned with his book published in National Book Trust. He became as popular as I became powerful. But we parted. I worked in Rajasthan cadre. He came back to our native place to work as a lecturer in English, in a new junior college which paid a meager salary once in every six months.
Rajasthan was my second choice after my home state. There was a reason.
 
Subash, I heard him speaking at times to stay in Mount Abu in future, that might be a good tryst. 
Rajyoga brought him out of depression at earlier date. I chided the Brahmakumar, "Fool, be a Raniyogi instead". Idiot didn't get a clue. 
I gained good learning from this shadow journey in his spiritual persuit. 

Mount Abu remained within my service area jurisdiction in larger period by chance not by choice. 
He never visited.
Whenever I wrote a letter threatening to break up, he honestly cited his financial difficulties. I responded sending money; he had not the guts to reject. But the cruel man spent it for charity. Told me, how desperate the situation was.

"Can we ever solve all desperations?"

He answered. "Can we ever see desperation of monetary in nature, holding funds in pocket?"
I stopped a week or two but not beyond, I couldn't.

Writing to each other, was a weekly affair. Most of his conversation remained confined to my personal comfort and about Mount Abu Ashram. 
This continued until I sent him a mobile phone. Idiot could not throw it in charity; hope used it for helping others in emergency. This modern geometry box killed our letter writing and later conversation too. He never called me, hoping I was busy but after period I stopped conversation. I was no more thrilled to talk to the man. Age changed. Age really changed. Work load increased. I became fully involved in Ashram activities as well.
Later, with advent of social media, old friends connected. They too arranged a meet.
Subash! I craved to meet him, like a teenager, yeah true I wanted to twist his ear and pull his hair. 
My friends became very happy to get me in their company and vice versa. I didn't imagine, me within the slave of an officer and the devotion of a Brahmakumari is so wonderful a child that played like a piano, seeing the children in my friends and their children with them. A thousand splendid rainbows I found in the horizons. I got lost there. And the girl asked a kid Subash, "How do you feel darling?". 
"Oye, where are you princess", came the response with a smile.
Friends amused, burst into laughter.
I didn't.
I saw all rainbows dissolved within the mask of smile, through which I saw my dear Subu is sobbing, a poet, hot and humid in the grinding of the time in last three decades.
I became calm and composed and consciously asked again, "How do you feel darling?" with a pinch on his shaved cheek that has become a hollow in contrast to his age.
This time he raised a slap but refrained,-usual to his habit for years.
Mina, Moti, Pinku, Anil, Amar, Bipul burst into laughter again. 
Subash was about answering my question when the anchors Chinky and Pritam announced on pendal.
Let us listen to the award winning poet Subash, the pride of the batch. Subash, Subash! Come to the stage please.
Subash went to the stage without answering me...........
Subash recited.
Look back

Look back,
Might be,
The breeze adding essence,
Ulcers on walls and boundary healing,
Putting on pink suits of velvet.

Pig’s back roads,
Taking polish to sparkle,
Bluffing the young  girl’s eyeliners,
The dry and dirty roadsides, 
Converting to tender carpet lawns.

Look at the presiding hostels,                                                                                              Doors and window panels,
Swinging in merry,
To the tunes of silence, they dance,
The grand old trees, Baulas, and mangoes,
Refilling Royal hues, to regain youth.

Sun over the playgrounds, willing not to set,
Golden deer playing beneath,
Lonely River, beauty nearby,
Picking up  party wears of blue,
Glowing Chariot lands on the surface,
Sucking its due.

Once again, and again,
Hibernating words of innocence,
Coming back as floral bouquets,
Look back.......
Novelty so magnificent,
Only because you come,
The campus is converting,
The same Pilgrimage of youth,
And once again...
Look back.


He returned, with all friends' claps and appreciations. He looked calm. He looked content. He looked searching Rina. He avoided many vacant chairs. He smiled at anyone calling him to sit near. He came to the seat he left. He dared not looking at Rina. His mask vanished, his eyes got moist. None around looked at him now. All left him alone in the bracing length of Rina. It was she to handle.
Rina read the poet, others read his poetry.

He felt guilty. He got a massive jolt inside. None around could guess what happened to a poet who just before delighted the gathering with words of vibrancy.
He now told 'sorry' to Rina as the later wiped out his cheeks with the white hem of the Brahmakumari's Dupata. Time paused there, mother landed to the baby's rescue. He now smiled and begged sorry again.
"Come on Subu, what is there to feel sorry. So what if your poem contrasted your inside. Don't you believe I read them with all punctuations, in front of you and at thousand miles away too? Ok let's enjoy now and will discuss later.
Subash and Rina paid attention to Pinky and Pritam on the stage.


Arjun's daughter, Alka tried a devotional dance on Lord Shiva; the music paused often. After a few steps the girl had to stop and start again. The technical slag didn't deter her enthusiasm and finally she danced to the Dance Lord Shiva with excellence. 

"Did you learn anything Rina? Subash Asked. "I meant from the kid?" 
A seasoned man sobbing just before was seen asking a senior administrator. 
"Yeah, we must not give up. Right?"
Many more happenings of the day came to an end after six hours of life journeys of friends, one after another. They couldn't stop time, they couldn't keep dancing, they couldn't keep playing the music chair of memoirs and all came to an end as everyone repacked. The cars started moving, the wheels moved forward.
Rina came with his father's car self driven from Bhubaneswr. Her next destination was Sajanagarh her native village and not too far was the native village of Subash, Ayodha. They planned earlier to move together. Rina's parents were not worried. They knew the capability of their daughter to drive that far and they were pretty sure, Subash would be taking care.
Rina's mother had urged Subash to come by bus or train and give company to Rina in the return journey. She rather in private wanted his company to Rina for ever.
They got into the car. Rina drove all the crisscross roads of the college as if to show her chauffeur's skill. 
"Oey oye, Subu, you see, the roads are same, the buildings too, the trees stand witness to a countless kisses, lovers exchanged, the lecturer theatres must have remained so and so are the practical halls, how nostalgic a feeling comes. How do you feel Subu? Didn't you remember the adolescent encounters of peeping looks? How do you feel?"
She was not sure what she was asking?
Subu laughed aloud as they moved out of the campus with seemingly happier friends bidding fare well to the Brahmakumari and Brahmakumar with a pinch of prayer for them. The heaven wouldn't be falling if the two progressed souls lead a permanent sojourn together in the rest of the life. This is nothing new. They wished it since their college days. But it never happened, the demon friendship killed any such buds sprouting.
 And now the feelings of Rina's mother and those of these naughty friends are nothing but jokes. Jokes even, pleased the two friends.
They now stopped waving friends and raised the glasses.
As they came out of the township, the highway invited darkness, pierced by the head lights. Rina concentrated on driving and once again asked Subu, “How do you feel darling?"
Subu cleared his throat, embarked his emotions and smiled again. The darkness swallowed his smile. The darkness magnified the glow of the white Rajasthani attire of Brahmakumari Rina with whatever and whenever any light tried inside the dark cabin of her father's Small car.
Subash smiled again that once again dissolved in darkness. As if, a smell of smile thrilled Rina.
 "What makes you laugh like a monkey?"
"Nothing. When did I?"
"Oh". She remained silent.
This "Oh" remained an old blackmail to Subash. He guessed the anguish of this expression, same as it was ever. 
"No no, I should say, what is there to hide anything from you Rina. You know, I just couldn't think a day came when you became a Brahmakumari and I lost that track. You really are looking gracious with white. You know a widow wears white and a Brahmakumari too, both look pious but both look different. This thought came to my mind and I smiled. You remember how you were against my wearing white clothes, and chided my look as effeminate. What an irony! This made me smile. 
But when I entered the car I felt so thrilled to get such a highly dignified driver. I would have loved to drive this long way. But how? I never held the steering wheel.
I never initiated, I never ....
 
You say, how I did feel in the same old campus. Of course I was happy to see friends and specially you. That's all. Campus gives a nauseating sense if I say honestly. How can I feel good in the institution that cheated me? The cheaters went through
The system screwed me. 
They screwed me in all practical examinations. Mind it dear, the practical examinations essentially were boosters to someone's marginal shortfall. I don't say practical should turn farce. But did not they? The campus brings back those memories. You enjoyed, many people did it but I didn't. This is not the only reason.
Did not a teacher use fowl languages to a girl student who looked outside in the class? The personality of the gentleman made the abuse magnified, but is it not true that personality was nothing but a stack pile of this type of student fixing events. 
You haven't the liberty to speak against teachers, I do have. I am a teacher. Didn't a teacher targeted a girl student taking her name time and again asking questions, as if his sole aim to be a teacher was to help only one little woman. Didn't he call her to meet him after class,  in some genuine looking pretext? My feelings are the continuation of many abnormal happenings witnessed as a student. The education system that made us capable, we should be thankful about, we should ignore the odds. Having said that, in the same breath being a teacher, I must say, all these negatives are learning experiences and should be discussed and remembered.
My ideal high school, could not know, I had not a single copy in any subject. I managed with a rough copy. Away from parents in a hostel, none cared to find out. Behind the curtain of many activities and reasonable good result I could mask my deficiency.  Ha ha, I got selected to get the "All-rounder" trophy but was kicked away for a teacher's son, two batches junior.
He was my partner in inter school debate competitions. Always the teacher decided whether I should say for or against in the debate, mostly against my wish. His son told the easier side and the opposite I did.
 Should it not come to my mind when I enter the campus now? I don't complain from my point of view. As such his attitude helped me. It helped me to find logic contrary to my point of view, an attitude of self criticism.
Let me say you the importance of opposite views quoting an example.
My teacher in primary school was a terror, as fearsome as a tiger. I took pride to be his student. He made me strong; he built an idol from mud. 
I once expressed this to a senior student, Purnavai. 
His answer was a mindblowing lession to remember. He told that, might be, a few are successful but many students suffered from school fovea and permanently lost their career.
Whenever I saw on school wall, 'a punishment free area', I remembered Purnavai."

Subash took a pause, might be he was straining Rina's attention span. He needed silence; he lacked more words, although there was no dearth of ideas and experiences.
Silence prevailed for a longer period. Rina became sure, nothing more he wished to say. Silence became chaotic numbness, Rina looked towards the sky. With brightness near, far away sky looked dark. She puzzled, how it was possible, the sky is so dark, shine of stars anywhere. Clouds! Soon lightening answered her, followed by a thunderclap. And drops settled on the front glass. The sound of rain on top and around the moving chocolate turned stupendous. Subash remembered Rina's fear for lightings. But suddenly he got a wet kiss of cold wind from outside, on his left side cheek. Rina the naughty has brought his side glass down. 
"Up up, mischievous girl, I might catch cold, without waiting he tried his fingers on the switch panel at the same time Rina tried it too. With the war between their fingers the other side door opened which was windier to splash Rina's right side. Her dupata swam towards Subu. Subu feared for catching cold. Strange girl didn't care the lightening anymore. 

"Oh, the officer has no fear."

"No not at all Subu, chicken heartedness bids good bye when you are with me."

Subu raised the glasses, Rina made them down. In the war between fingers Rina gave up but not without pinching a few nail marks. 

After playing its part the clouds cleared. The car now moved to the direction of the pole star, their mind cleared too. 
Rina started again. 
"Come on Subu, there is no point to remember the negatives; we have moved on too far in our journey of life, need not keep stirring the filthy. Time too has changed, opportunities have increased, and anyone is entitled to build a career. And you as a teacher have the greatest responsibility to steer the society forward. I am very optimistic for the future, are you not?"
Rina demanded an answer.

Subash this time laughed aloud and started.
" Madam it seems you are invited to educational institutions to deliver inspiring speeches to students and teachers. What you say is not incorrect but as you know describing the positives and motivating should be a celebration and passion. But the downfall of the society too needs to be addressed, that is a duty. That might be a thankless duty a handful of teachers are doing now. The gloom is not over.
I didn't care to build up a career, to keep doing secret notes, to do boring job of gathering facts which are thrown later in the drain of forgetfulness. My inner sense was searching something else, a greater truth. In the process I got neither.
 In the valley of no options I found a plus two college to get the shelter, that you tell teaching. Ok, fine I too started identifying a teacher in me, tried to find students and disciples, got some of them and I got satisfaction. But you know, I needed money at that time. The management had no money, only a little amount I received once in a blue moon. Suddenly there appeared several abnormal requirements. Papa sold some properties.
 Whose property? His or mine!
 Educated poet, the only son and doing lectureship could not do anything. My spiritual gain I mortgaged in Utkal Varati Residential College, I worked there part time. They gave money, they wanted results. The students paid them too much, they needed value for money.
 What value? 
 Value was never discussed, value needed to be converted to marks, divisions and grades. That too I tried. Science students lacked interest in language subjects. How much mark a language subject can fetch? I didn't care, I tried to do my duty, and I got some money. I did not resign from my parent college that did not matter, as they paid no salary. 

From the students point of view, let me throw some light to your enlightened faith on the present opportunities.

A boy paid full dues of first year to enter second year in 2007. His father lost his job in the corporate recession. He anyhow financed the next six months. All delays resulted direct humiliation inside class. I saw the student did not come in the concluding six months of intense studies. He was bright. He left college. None bothered. I once found him and asked for his problem. He tried to conceal facts but couldn't. I approached the management as a guarantor, they became red eyed. A part time teacher's audacity to guarantee a student was nothing but a big zero for the seasoned merchants of education. 
Luckily a respected gentleman intervened. He was allowed to sit in the examination.
Several undertaking was taken from him and his father on bond papers. 
The practical exams now days happened early. A bribe fee for externals was collected as a norm. The student in question could not pay. That was not a small amount of thirty rupees unlike it happened in our time. He desperately arranged a part and the same gentleman of repute came again. By that time practical exam was over. He only copied down another good student’s practical answer sheets in different subjects which got a back door entry.
 
The theory examination started with language subjects first.

I was summoned by the director, for one to one modus operandi. The students gathered in a particular hall an hour before examination. A question paper used to be discussed by a teacher to the students for half an hour or more and you know, this was the secret of their success, year after year.
So, I had to do the job for my subject. 
I got pain, never experienced before, I was sweating, and I thought to get a heart attack. I just drank the glass of water kept for the director, begged excuse for that, thanked him saying OK sir.
It was one hour to exam. Students already had gathered in the tryst for modern examination. I could not gather the courage.
I ran down the steps. I knew my two months’ salary was to be received on the same day. That tried to pull me back in vain. I reached my waiting bike. I did not look back. I did not went back to collect my forgotten helmet. I felt the same feeling I got entering the female side bath space at the natural hot stream of Badrinath in 1983 June. I felt I got out of the trap of a Satan. The bike was ready to carry me to the next step of progress. 
A Brahmakumar in me suddenly woke up and saved.
 
I came back to my non paying job. 
 You say the opportunities became plenty. 
But to whom these new opportunities help?
Meritorious students suffered for their inflated marks?
I can rather say it to be opportunistic arrangements between greedy business men and paying customers. 
That boy could not pay in full. They kept his certificates captive not for months but for years.
 The boy could not take legal help, his father did not want, neither they were in a position.
 
For two long years the father son duo worked hard in a new business. He could clear up the dues in full and got his certificate to join graduation courses.
You have seen students commit suicide for a few marks or for a small frustration. This boy could manage only because his father had some unseen, untouchable, untapped property at a plane higher than what we call grades, divisions and career.
All is not well Rina madam, as we pretend as we try not stirring the filthy. 
All these seemingly progress, technologies, developments are nothing but arrangements to keep us away from the truth, from the destiny we deserve in the divine faculty within us that otherwise remained in slumber. We need to build it. We need to save our children from frustrations that is bound to happen within that arrangements of presumed progress.
I have no burdens now after the death of my parents.
I am serious seeker now."

Subash stopped there. And this time reflected a smile that came from calm, non warring content deeply felt inside.
Rina too was happy with a blissful inner calmness.
Patted his left cheek and asked.
"Why don’t you come to your original destination, Mount Abu. I will wait you there as I am doing forever."
"Yes Rina, I have applied a teacher's job there, but I don't intend to stay there forever. I am unfit for any pattern. That is bondage. After playing my part there and gaining what I deserve I must come back."

"Who is staying where permanently, you know Baba's teaching to remain ready to pack anytime, from this world even."
Let us readers hope, their future remained in a blissful togetherness as progressed Rajyogies, in their native place and they do a lot for the society. I pray for the same. Do you?
 Age is nothing but a number for getting together of friends.