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Monday 20 October 2014

THE OLD MAN a short story in Madhubana days.

Late Sri Jagat Senapati the hero of the story.

It was the last summer evening in his earthen house, the thatched roof, the all around ventilator in form of a gap between the wall and the bamboo frame that bore the hay covering over it. There was over used Sal timbers to support the bamboo frame, the khuntas, senis, baragas, dantias, kandas, ruas, oras, central pillar and all supporting named woods to which Jagat was intensely looking at. The peripheral boundary of the frame, long rails of palm wood with a rectangular cross section he once polished and decorated in his own hand when the house was constructed some five decades back. He was a young man of twenty odd years. It was time consuming but satisfied his artistic imagination and crafty hand works.







  Last summer evening!

 Summer was not bidding fare-well or he was not leaving this world at his approaching eighties. The villagers were being displaced to give their land for national interest through private corporate houses, to make the industrial city of Madhubana. He left his long chair which we could say a bench as well.  He at times used this as his bed too. This was his meeting place, where he used to draw someone going on the road and ask his daily affairs. From this chair he went to give alms to the many number of beggars visiting from morning to late afternoon on those days of poverty.
 He went inside. It was the in outside rather. The central open space of the khanjaghara around which all living rooms existed, the room of the elder son, younger son, of his own, for the guest, for the kids, the place to sit and play cards, the corner to churn curd to bring out the cream out of butter milk, the pillar dedicated to maa Mangala the presiding deity of the house, the store house of special make to keep rice grains, the sathighars those were clay designs figured out on walls  on the sixth day function of birth of a child. He always designed for children and grand children, he felt nostalgic to look at these. Sad they would leave all. The white skeletons of small sea animals kaudies fixed on these designs used to smile on earlier days looked very dull today, these were grimacing sarcastically. He gazed at the starry sky right from the central open space. The sky he no more would see in this way from tomorrow, he felt sad as if a girl going permanently to the in law's house. Here the difference was once they left they would never return inside crossing the chain of securities of the industrial companies.

      He got a big acid eructation his old disease. He called aloud - maa Laxmi! His daughter in law, whom he always addressed as mother of wealth, immediately prepared warm water, a piece of lemon and the baking soda that the old father in law required to relieve the pain of the acid.
 He blessed her.
 It was time for his prayer; his prayer was simple, kneeling down on outer veranda with both forelegs and forearms resting on ground. He would touch his head on ground once each for every member of the house praying to overcome a particular problem or ailment which he felt was troublesome. He uttered his prayer with such a loud whisper that one would easily record it on a tape. It looked funny to his grand children, his repeated raising and lowering of head to touch the ground they chided as if a cock was picking grains from ground or Karimchacha was on Namz. Today's prayer was his last in this place. It, as usual lasted for forty-five minutes.

     Jagat, when giving alms to the beggars in the day chatted with them; industries were for all good to alleviate poverty, beggary would not remain any more. All should be covered by beneficial schemes, what so if people lost their lands and houses. 
He spoke so but had doubt, what actually he would feel the next day leaving everything including his long memories of the village, its picturesque ambiance, and the attachment of the native soil. But he always was on the side of development, he discouraged the anti displacement movements. He remembered his youth, how the village youth had to leave the place in the spring after the harvesting was over to work in the umbrella manufacturing industries of Kalikata (Kolkata) the great city of joy. They returned finishing the maximum need of the industries before monsoon reached their village on the festival of Raja the fourteenth of June. Henceforth, people of other states would come to Madhubana to raise their earning, Jagat felt proud of it, he always blessed the powerful politicians of the area with his pro development mind, unknowingly serving the purpose of the league between the party in power and the industries. The old man although was not a direct freedom fighter but like many of the era of freedom movement was sure one’s own benefit should be sacrificed for nation’s benefit. He sincerely thought the present league was nothing less than that of the association between Mahatma and Jamunalal Bajaj. He was a literate man to understand that much but too illiterate to get the points raised by the anti displacement minded people. However all loved this simple man who never forgot to end his daily morning and evening prayer with smaste shantire ruhantu (all maybe blessed peace and happiness). No one dragged him into any controversy.
He, for last fifteen years was remaining in ill health, there was no disease as such excepting the acidity that he always controlled with his hand made lemon soda but he turned very thin rather a man of skeleton, he was not going to agricultural fields or any work which he thought was worthy for family economy. For several years he thought and expressed that he was a load to the house.  He had consumed more than his life time earnings. He told what he felt, not being angry on him or to please and beg sympathy from his children. He did not value his time spent with grand children, teaching them, telling stories. He never considered these as productive work which he did with most efficiency. There was no preschool facility in the village, the children of neighbours also got the benefit of his method of starting a beginner’s rudimentary education. He told several stories about the city of Kolkata, its people, the staying difficulties of the labourers, the zoo, Ramkrishna-mission, Vivekananda, Kalighat.
When he got an older listener he narrated the misery and underestimation with which, the Odias worked there. He narrated with mastery as if he still stayed there and he never wanted the younger generation to do that. He believed, their leaving the village would do an end to that.
Now people from other places would come to his village for labour, he was overwhelmed thinking it over and over again.
 He was very crafty, so fine in doing work that his jute made thread was thin enough to be used to fly a kite. Throughout the day his routine was to prepare bamboo products, instruments to catch fish, prepare ropes for agricultural use, and produce mats from different fibres. He sewed Kanthas out of old clothes those were to be used as cushion sheets or as blankets. All crafts he did with superb finish. After all, he was awarded the most skilled worker in his Kolkata days, he was promoted to be a sardar. All the villagers brought their raw crafts of rope or bamboo or anything else for his final touch which he did out of passion free of cost. He prepared the mehidaudi, the rope used for tying nine bullocks those walked around a pole to crush and harvest rice grains out of the dry plants piled on the open space around that pole. All wanted him to prepare that rope for them that would last for a generation.
 His work stopped intermittently. Whenever a beggar was seen, he got up and from a small bamboo bowel he offered them alms with love, respecting the dignity of the beggar. So many of them came on those days, he knew all of them by name and on which day was their turn. He could know any missing beggar in a week. He became worried for the person’s health or any other issue, asked others about the matter. He waited to see the person next week. He chatted with them in equal terms, as if they are friends; it was so natural to a simple man like him.
 If a crow crowed repeatedly he felt a letter from one of his two grandsons serving in Indian army was coming, he fed the crow. He was the man to receive and read the letters first.
He believed these were routine work of an old man and no big thing. He never succeeded to overcome his internal feeling that he was a useless load to his children’s property. He for last so many years detached himself from saying; he was the owner of the house. He was happy to repeat, his sons were able and his daughters in law were Goddess of wealth.
He essentially was the most ideal old man to anyone’s imagination. Not a single person in the village had to tell anything against him, all loved him.
Now he favoured displacement, not at all a small help to the pro-displacement drive.
He went to pujaghara (room of worship) and searched his Kothali in which he kept the sacred beads, the small Bhagwat Gita and a few other things that every old man needed to offer prayer in the day, after taking his bath just before the lunch time. He made a parcel of all he wanted to take to the colony of RCC houses where they were to be shifted the next day. He felt a lump in throat with the idea of leaving the village, the one who motivated the villagers to help the authorities for the last several months of pro and anti development tension.
He looked heavy while he saw all the members were busy in packing.
No one saw him as he went to the cow shade. The big shade looked deserted as all the six bullocks were already disposed. What was their need when the land was gone? He saw the two cows looked at him differently, did the animals take account of the situation, he was not sure it was true or his own mayhem! He always wore a saffron cloth a big gamuchha of Khurda handloom make, five cubits long and there was another on his shoulder half of its length. There was a thick black thread around his neck, for unknown reason all old people kept one such thread if he was not of that upper caste who wore a sacred yajnya upabita. He badly wanted to feed the cows. Went to the outskirt from where he brought two logs of hay and fed the cows as if he was doing it for the first time in his life. With his tender touch the cows started blowing a hamma, and with their animal instinct they started urinating both at a time. Jagat’s cloth was soiled, he was unmindful. He patted the cows and uttered, ‘badmash’. 
This gave him a plea to visit majestic pond of the village, ‘Kastura’ to wash the cloth. It was now dark, not exactly dark as the benevolent moon though a bit gloomy bestowed its cold glows. There was no one around Kastura whose embankments had thirteen huge pipal or banyan trees; all were with thick leaves of the bygone spring. He once again looked to all directions; being sure of no one watching, he stepped down into Kastura. He forgot he was not in a habit of bathing at this hour. He normally never bathed without massaging mustard oil on his body. He forgot he was running with flu, he forgot what his children and grand children should feel seeing he wet at this hour. He was a kid at that time, the kid that rattled this pond, played with friends for hours in its water, fished from its body, watered his plants from this source, fixed swings on the branch of the big pipal tree in every Rajaparba (monsoon festival), Not the ordinary swing but the boat swing that carried four people at a time, made a huge ark as the branch so high.
Kastura the life line of his village for years, what would be its fate in the hand of the industry, Jagat exclaimed. He became very emotional about the pond. He forgot his age and started swimming, amazed to see him capable. In the summer evening it was so enjoying. He was a little shy. Did anyone see him; he was for a long time in water. Children must be searching him. He saw Harekrishna his third grandson standing on the bank and watching him in astonishment. He felt nervous but he suddenly imagined his grandson wanted to play with him. He called him and promised not to tell his father, now they played inside the pond, completely disoriented as regards to time space and person. On the opposite side somebody came with a torch light that made them stop their play.
 Next day so many trucks reached the village, shifting started and went on. With every loaded truck passing away, the village lost its village hood, and by evening it was completely lost, deep into the past, nobody knew for how many years it existed.
There stood the priest in the temple to do his last offering, the evening Arati. The last batch of people were playing all sorts of musical instruments, singing all prayers they knew the most emotional tearful devotion for the last time, and once in their life time. The representative of the corporate, the pro displacement leader of the village and the self proclaimed two atheists were also seen weeping. This went on till late into the evening when the driver of the last truck was ready to take all of the belongings of the temple and with that the village ceased to exist.
The greenery of the village stood like the ghosts. Now they are destitute, with masters and servers gone away. The birds at a time they should rest in the nest were chirping unusual for reasons best known to them.
 Why should the writer name the village that died in a single day not out of any physical calamity or a riot but for the development of the nation through a corporate only? The soul of the village, there was no possibility could be shifted to the new colony.
The colony was a new area shines any tree or pond, the company had done beautiful buildings all planned for a modern living. Jagat saw his two sons had two separate houses and he also had one. He exclaimed! Why you did not build a single big house? No one had an answer, they did not work it out where to cook for all or there would be separate kitchen, no one had any clue. Jagat who dissociated himself from house hold matters for long years spoke nothing. After the death of his wife he was just a living respected and loved member with no role to play except his crafts, socializing with ordinary people, and prayers. He searched a pujaghar, a veranda from which he can give alms to beggars, the two cows, the bamboos, his instruments and tools, ropes and so on. There was no such agenda in company’s scheme or government provision. A man who was a cultivator now went to work in the plant as per his skill. What was his skill? Only he was suitable to be a labourer.
The money they got soon was spent in rocket speed. They were not in a habit to handle large money. There were several answers to the situation. No one cared it much. They had lost their strength that always came from the earth under their feet. That earth they lost with their lost village. This new colony was concrete everywhere would never be a substitute of their village. They were not made prepared to the new situation, the required education, alternate ways to earn, judicious spending, land against land, Indian joint family requirement and so on. All these things were running in the mind of the elder son of Jagat. Like his father he also consoled himself that for national interest one should sacrifice.
Those who sacrificed were now tagged as beneficiaries, this pained him. The donor is the beneficiary and the receiver is a philanthropist, giving money, job and some more help, so funny. Was it benefit enough, was it security enough to replace the mother’s lap, to replace the unending renewable source of employment for generation after generation? A helpless person prays for help, why should they become helpless in the first place. He was not talking about himself because his two sons were employed in Indian army, he spoke this in general.
Both his sons returned home from the armed forces on their annual two months leave, they saw their grandfather as a real old man sitting idle, no work, and no facility for his crafts. The useful man who always felt himself as useless shouted, “Bring my tools, bring me jute, bring me my dhira , I will prepare thread , my grandsons have returned, they should make kites to fly”. He went on repeating. The two grandsons felt something abnormal; the old man was in a spell of delirium, he was running with high fever and the company sent the ambulance to shift him to hospital.
No hope, the doctor whispered. He waited his two grandson’s arrival to bid this world farewell, forever, otherwise he was dead the day he left his village the name of which was already dead.

Jagat was taken to Puri Swargdwar the sacred crematorium of the state not that anybody wanted it or he had wished it but that in the new colony land for crematorium was not yet demarcated!

Tuesday 14 October 2014

DAKTARBABU

Daktarbabu.
(DAKTARBABU     (TRANSCREATION OF MY STORY, 'THE BULLOCK CART OF MAGUNI'.  First story in Madhubana days written in my mother tongue Odia in 2004. The borrowed milestone title of  the great author Late Sri Godabarisha Mohapatra to whom the story is dedicated, is thoughtfully changed to a simpler one. Dt.14.10.2014 and Dt.22.09.2017.)
     Discussion rounds the corners of the industrial city of Madhubana for last a few many days that daktarbabu became lunatic.  Consultants in so many medical branches are now popular names in the city but only one, that is he, whose name general public did not know, was addressed Daktarbabu (Mr. Doctor). Only a few people know his irrelevant real name. His place is called Daktarkhana (hospital). The surrounding area, the number one ward of the new Municipality is known as daktarkhanasahi and the sector one of the city to which the ward belongs is also known in the same name.
     The age of the city of Madhubana is only some years more than a quarter of a century, twenty seven years back the first ultra modern ferroalloys plant started operation within the heart of several mines; ‘iron chromites, coal, manganese, nickel’ all available. It was followed by so many small, medium and a few mega industries. The city has swollen. Madhubana now attracts a plenty many possibilities, the most ambitious attraction in the world industrial map.
Well before any remote possibility of such progress dawned in the horizon, about thirty five years back the young man with the contemporary highest qualification in medical science reached this valley.
Purpose? ‘He would serve’.
 With a bicycle of Raleigh brand he ran from village to village, to declare his serving presence. From ear to ear, from village to hamlets, from hill top Juanga tribes in Guiashal and Nagada to the most fertile island villages encircled by the tributaries of river Brahmani, he moved nonstop. Modern treatment gradually went on replacing the blind beliefs, the witch craft, animal sacrifice, offerings to devil Gods of epidemics; tremendous hard work. He desired to be a specialist doctor in his trained subject, to establish a maternity home. Soon he knew it was not a possible, he abandoned the idea and was content to be a health educator, a general practitioner. It was the absolute necessity, no way out. Very soon his house automatically turned to be a place of consultation, a clinic, a hospital or the daktarkhana. It unnecessary to give it a name, and his name also became irrelevant. He became daktarbabu. After five years of his arrival a government hospital came up but people had to designate that as government daktarkhana and his house remained the original in people’s addressing. He sometimes recollected how he came in a picnic party with friends to the small waterfall of the area and fell in love with nature. Little did he know that love one day would pull him to Madhubana with his limited savings to work here forever? It amused him whenever he recollected his own life story.
His struggle was a carbon copy of what usually one sees in a movie. He raised an army of volunteers in villages. Habit of people changed, health seeking attitude developed. He very soon had a moderate income which helped the built up of the institution. Within five years he became an institution out a person, daktarbabu. Needless to say his efforts not only helped the health scenario but also brought a big social and behavioral change, a rational approach of thinking in social life. Literacy became a felt need.
 He became out oriented under the influence of his ideology and passion. His family and friends called eccentric. He felt it wise to remain a bachelor, all persuasions by friends and family was futile. He was obsessed with daktarkhana, when he got an income of a coin he planned an improvement of a note. He went on expanding constantly though it had to be very slow. House, instruments, literature, training of volunteers, and paid workers, he went on improving. His institution provided living to twenty five families. He considered it as the success; he remained graceful as he measured his wages not as per the money counted but how much social gain his institution was responsible for.
By the time the government hospital was established daktarkhana already had become a yielding tree that provided fruits as well as shade. Government health center created no more than a knee jerk response. Any negative feeling was not allowed to settle, the growing need of the area he was unable to cater himself. He thought it was a help and cooperated for its establishment and became happy that his idea was invited.
A young doctor, Siva Pattanaik was posted first. He offered Siva all possible help, encouragement, offers of some extra work and income, free quarter, and offered the person in himself to interact anytime in true spirit. Siva initially seemed to be very happy and valued his helping hand. He kept daktarbabu in very high esteem but could not stay for a long. The senior man’s compassionate soul could not make it out, what was the fault of so nice people of the beautiful area and what extra could have been done to keep back Siva. Daktarbabu was unable to enter the area of modern human aspirations.
Later on Siva sent a letter from USA where he was working as an assistant registrar after doing a health management higher course, helping his American colleague. He wrote that he missed his beautiful short stay with the great man, daktarbabu.
 He became very happy to be remembered by his short time young colleague.
Siva had assured him, his first project in India would be at Madhubana. Siva also had confessed he now was not directly involved in patient care; this made the senior, feel for the young man.
 He was unable to understand it, why any other man other than a doctor would not do the management aspect, why the young doctor should not do his real job, he was confused, felt himself unwise out dated.
He blessed Siva where ever he was and wrote his encouraging reply.
So many doctors later on were posted in the government hospital. They worked as much as would be sufficient that a higher authority was not compelled to stop his pay; they used other means to please the authority. Job’s only purpose was to save the job with as little work as acceptable. After his experience with Siva he could not motivate himself to be very helping or familiar with any new doctor except some exchange of courtesy.
 He encouraged many localities to be health care providers as doctors, nurses, pharmacists, lab technicians, health workers. He also helped some students but only of limited success. Only a few returned back to work in the area, they preferred their own places of conveniences. In own area the bird feared to nest, fear of the rat snake that swims up the nest to swallow the eggs. He did not react to it after several repetitions. He trained his own helping hands, sometimes he stopped all work and went for short training courses, conferences and old well placed friends to acquire needful up gradation, implemented it.
 Go alone go with Madhubana became his Mantra. He always felt success within reach, for him for the innocent tribal and poor people of Madhubana. Nonstop like the moving arms of a clock he went on.
He knew his limit, renovation of machineries not possible with his income, non availability of skilled human resources, limitation on his part to train the unqualified people to work with, the legal aspect of doing work with these assistants. The need of pediatrician, anesthetist and others he judged very well. He knew their presence automatically generates revenue so he posted attractive advertisements with no success. He believed good days would come to the log book of him and Madhubana. He in no case wanted anything being blind to Madhubana.
Then started the Industrial revolution in the area, one two three and many were commissioned one after another. All of them established their own hospital as per their MOU. He witnessed several fire walks. People initially made queues. He was apprehensive not for himself but for the twenty five dependant families. He knew, whatever property he possessed was enough to scrap all his loans and lead a comfortable life ahead. Rising prices of property courtesy the industrialization indirectly helped his project. So these were not competitors but promoters in a sense. But what about these families, he was not sure. He rejected all proposals of the corporate to draft him in their hospitals. On the other front he told himself, the original purpose of him, getting good health care for the people of his Madhubana was a surety, why he should bother.
 People for unknown reason returned back, they had turned excessive dependant on him. They had not the privilege to interact with the new doctors the way they did with him. They did not like the charity approach of the new hospitals. He became depressed with the people’s behavior even if it was good for his income. He felt as if a full cycle is over from reliance on blind belief to blindly follow a doctor even if better choices were available. He had doubt on himself, his rotten prawn sold only because of his cheap availability. He felt cheating the innocence of his blind followers?
A new approach he adopted, he tried to influence all eminent persons and the industries to integrate his daktarkhana with their hospitals and allow their specialists to work in it. Better patient following to be integrated with better skilled persons, was an innovative idea for which all necessary amendments all groups did. He took a big bank loan and upgraded his institution as per modern norms.
 The cost of hospital care had to increase and the conflict between what one wanted and what the situation needed happened within no times.
The hospital became more oriented to the care of the employees for whom company paid and the rich who did afford. General public felt neglected. The one who one day was travelling to the hill top to the island villages was suffocated. The old workers whom he raised as his own children were now treated as the servants by the skilled new employees and consultants. The new group always black mailed to leave, if pay was not raised. They always referred the useless old employee’s pay and demanded several times of it as their own salary. The original team headed by him became homeless in their own home. Their freedom and carefree life style was severely compromised.
To match his internal situation the external society was also in turmoil. Clever people coped with the new developments, started several new business, transport, contract work, labor supply, small allied small scale industries, hotels and vary many ways of earning money made them well to do. Some people worked in the plants and had a descent living. Those who could not, there condition turned horrible although they were too many. The prices of essential daily needs peaked high. They were not gainers of the situation. They gradually turned away from the agricultural fields as farming no more was sustainable. They lived in ruins. The hesitation to work as domestic helps, as hotel boys and similar things vanished. Alcohol, opium, marijuana, charas, brown sugar, heroine increased and with it burglary etc in equal pace. Sex workers were a new in the profession in the area and a whole group specialized to run it. So many wanted and unwanted elements invaded the area, slums developed. The beautiful villages were now called sub urban areas in derogation. It put the whole living millue in tremendous pressure. New diseases appeared, suicides increased, and mental derangements were common. After getting several HIV cases he thought this city would collapse at the same pace it was built. His dream turned a night mare.
He was not a king, but he felt the original Madhubanias were his subjects, who now a days could not even afford to come to the daktarkhana. He was cut off from his subjects. He was helpless in neck deep of loans. He was very confused to draw a line between progress and regress. The purpose of progress the path mankind is leading to. He got no one to divulge his concerns. The educated were enjoying the happenings deaf without any concern. The sufferers are too simple to listen understand his concerns. He was a mere server of the society like the barber, the washer man the cobbler. He felt himself very small and incapable. His compulsion for repayment of loans and his social responsibility pulled him to two opposite poles. He cannot leave the battle field he had no government job, no pension, and no way to repay other than earning at least the monthly installments. He had a long distance to go plenty many installments. He badly wanted to communicate with Siva but there was no link. Why did he do so much labor if the end result was like this?
Others did not know what was running in his mind. People found no reason why he should not be happy with the new developments that probably had brought the highest opportunity amongst the original inhabitants to earn to prosper.
When one day he came out repairing and oiling his old Raleigh cycle and wandered from place to place people thought he turned psychotic. His beloved subjects were no more so, they did not connect to him. He felt as if all the poor people of India, Nepal and Bangladesh are now residing in Madhubana. They are living in the most secular dwellings of slums, the unhealthy swampy, crowded places under a hanging sword, that any time may come a bulldozer to make them homeless, by the decision of Madhubana Development Authority. Whom to help and what to help? He met the CDMO. He discussed the health issues, the functioning and upgrading of the health units in Madhubana. Lack of human resources even to work in an industrial city amazed his mind. He knew the CDMO is helpless. He consoled himself; no complain against his professional brothers, at least day by day human life span was increasing. He came back and increased his effort. He reorganized the volunteers, told them to help the government health service providers, to the maximum benefit of public.
He never rechecked the effect of his effort as he felt it must not have worked, he had turned a pessimist.
He resisted the demand of purchasing new instruments by various consultants, He did not want any expansion, and his priority now was to repay all loans.
 Dr Siva Pattanaik all at a sudden returned to India as representative of NRI doctors in connection of a conference to discuss the dual citizenship issue. He called on daktarbabu. Now the old man became very happy. He got the man with him he shared all his observations.
 The developments astonished Siva. He explained the details how a corporate hospital functioned. How to earn and spend, how to tackle customers complaints, the insurance, the new designs of services, how to keep back your old customers, how to avoid attrition of employees all, he described. Cuts to the consultants he presented without any inhibition. Daktarbabu heard everything with attention. Yes Siva’s design was very strong and economically viable. He found, all is based on the middle class aspiration, their maximum paying capacity, and their tolerance limit to exploitation. It was beneficial for improvement of health care sector and for the beneficiaries. Yes Siva was very correct in a way. But what about the slum dwellers, the rag pickers, drug peddlers, the exploited poor women, and the cohabitants of tuberculosis patients in the window less dark swampy rooms, their number had increased so much. What the new model had to tackle the spread of dengue, malaria, cholera, HIV, malnutrition and so on. He had not forgotten his design of wholesome health care, private or government with which he was very much successful some years back. He could not imagine the sudden unmatched developments, the rapid industrialization and the social changes it brought there in had opposite effects.
 The planners should have foreseen it so also he himself. Siva’s proposal he appreciated and all cooperation assured. However he declined to be the director of the corporate hospital as he knew it would definitely run without his job and the job for which he was concerned that no one was ready to do except himself.
 He was not unaware that Siva was showing an honorable escape route that would solve all his financial problems. But he had other purposes of life for which he was destined. He never prepared a loss and gain balance sheet anytime in past. He knew Siva gave a chance for a better future of the twenty five families, his unit was attached with. But he wanted to dissociate himself.  His identity built in years became dear to him, he wanted to protect it. He imagined the people whom he served, henceforth in the proposed scheme had no chance to remain in direct contact.
Siva’s words were not superficial. He actually returned with all preparedness and daktarbabu helped him using his full capacity. His heart was very open for newer developments but his freedom was more costly to him and he was ready to sacrifice everything except his different way of thinking.
 Siva drafted leading medical professionals working in various capacities in the city. Almost all plants engaged Siva’s moon hospital, for their employees’ health care. Their own hospitals reduced to mandatory safety provision of industry, and preparedness for accidents; so to say they almost closed their hospitals. A hospital for an industry was just like a combination of thick castor oil to the woolen skin of a sheep. For them a corporate hospital tie up was cheaper than running a hospital. Whatever public benefit these hospitals were providing was lost.
Siva’s Moon Hospital very soon became a leading hospital chain in India.
The common people for whom daktarbabu was so much worried about also tried their level best to be treated at moon hospital even at the cost of selling their property. Those who could not were very depressed. Some people saved money only to avail Moon’s service in future. Initially he became very happy that people were more concerned about their health needs. He very soon saw the other side, when his old associate Khetara sold his two yielding cows only to undergo a whole body checkup which he believed should tell all the possible diseases that he was carrying. What a strong age old association to be away from the chance of being mortal!
Not only that he observed people thought his unit as old out dated might be his services as well.
 He moved with his bicycle and found the social volunteers he raised are now paid volunteers of the corporate hospital, yes paid in percentage.
 He got relieved, an abnormal sense of fulfillment he felt. He felt as if He the heavenly power was telling ‘Son do not worry, you did your job to the best of your ability, now retire, take rest, explore other passions.’ He felt very pleased.
It was not difficult on his part to dispose all his property, all machineries except his library and living house. He was in very good health physically, mentally and was technically skilled enough to work in Moon for which Siva once again approached him but he offered a smile of denial and a plate of sweets as his blessing gesture, the sweets he knew Siva loved.
 Many people were happy; the volunteers were saved from their feeling of conflict of interest, they now became free to work for moon only. The political aspirants no more thought him as a competitor. The health administrators whose doors he was knocking at times no more would be disturbed. And he himself now became open to the limitless sky of freedom.
Not a bullock cart, it is ASHA hospital at the feet of Sunajhari hill.
 People saw him withdrawn, always busy in reading and writing, typing in front of a computer, only time he came out was in the morning when he did about five kilometer cycling to the old King’s house to check his health as that old man older than the doctor felt his services was his royal daily right. Also some say king wanted to read, what Daktarbabu wrote more. He himself thought it was his physical exercise to keep him fit for his mental exercise.
Let us hope something big in process.

(The author wrote and published the story in Odia with another title in 2004 without knowing his own future, much of the storyline, the destiny enacted in real through him in the capacity of a serving Obstetrician and Gynecologist, this foot note is for the people who know the author in person, with the request to read it as a fiction not as memoir)        

    

Saturday 4 October 2014

Second part of my ancestry in my memoir Annytha Mullyaheena (otherwise worthless)

Date 04.10.2014 Vijaya Dashami. My ancestry (part two) in Annyatha Mullyaheena  


(   I feel proud my grandfather and father remembered the ancestry of several generations, my grand children already born (elder brother`s granddaughter and elder sister`s granddaughter) are the 8th generation we have remembered.

                                            Rama
              Shankar…………………...Sapana
                   /                               /
                   Nandu                                        Bikala
                   /                                                  /
                Anama                                          Jagata
                     /                                                                                     /
Padna, Gopala, Madhaba, Ajaya       Madana Mohan(my father) and Gagana Bihari(my late uncle)
                                                                       /                                                  /                         Kartik Chandra, Pravatnalini, Ashok(late),Sandhya, Rabinarayan…Kishore Chandra, Muturi
               /                                                                        /                              /                   Roshni, Kiran,JyotirmayaJyotirmaya     SayamSuraj , SohamSamprit               Sipra, SmrutiRanjan

         Usually a generation is counted as 50 years so up to our generation we can tell we are aware of last 300 to 350 years. This matches my assumption that roughly my family started residing in Tulati from Rama. Let us presume Rama the great grandfather of my grandfather eloped with a Sita, may be of other caste or community so was driven out by his villagers, came to Tulati the foreign liberal atmosphere and permanently settled here..)



     I do not feel generations should be counted as 50 years it should be 25 to 30 years I do not know the procedure my father was born on 13.11 1936 his father in 2008 and grandfather in 1889 then what should be the length of a generation? Uncle Padana who is one generation senior to my elder brother is actually one year younger than my brother; number of years for their four generation is equal for our five generations. The age difference between a father and a son may be as less as 18 years on those days or maybe 45 years if several children died and last one survived. So no one can correctly tell the date of birth of Rama the great grandfather of my grandfather it may be anywhere in between 1795 AD to 1830 AD. He must have come with Sita at the age of 18 to 20 so the correct time of my family`s settlement at Tulati may be somewhere between 1813 AD to 1848 AD. There is also a chance that Rama`s father or grandfather were locals but they had not more than one son so the family was not extended.

     It is very interesting to know that the great grandfather of my grandfather Rama`s wife was Sita, in our side Sapana`s wife was Sharia, Bikala`s wife was Pata, Jagat`s wife was Janjali. My mother is Lakshmipriya and aunt again was Sita. I presume and what I had seen in my childhood women were never put in lesser place in our village. Our village`s life line the majestic pond of Kastura was dug by a lady Kasturi so how can anyone discriminate. This is the main reason why my grandfather remembered his great grandmother`s name and felt it important to teach my father. My father`s eye sparkled when I demanded to know their names, he told the name Sharia his great grandmother as if she was his own girl friend.

What is in a name? May be there is. Rama was a great name. His sons Shankar the Lord of destruction was a great name, the other son Sapana meant dream was a romantic name so also his wife Sharia. This suggest our forefathers were advanced they did not keep names like hagura mutura etc. How then came the names Nandu as Shankara`s son and Bikala as sapana`s son, so ordinary names. Nandu means shaved head and Bikala means melancholic. I assign one out of two possible reasons.

     The first maybe before Rama the Senapati family was great. Rama came moneyless to Tulati worked as a labor class man and the family lived miserably, although the tempo of keeping good names was there in next generation it lost its meaning in the third generation in a poor family. But I reject this proposal as on those days strong people earned more, my grandfather told his grandfather was very tall strong and stout, so also was his father, my grandfather as I remember was a tall man but was with diseased figure when I saw him, my father and brothers are very strong.My uncle Gagan Senapati was tall unfortunately was chronically asthmatic and died at the age of 37 in 1975. So also Shankara`s descendants were and are strong. Hard work is the hallmark of both the families. Of course our ancestors were not rich at any point. It was not possible someone settled in a new village not for any glorious work would be man of money or power.

     The second reason maybe on those days of high mortality many children died and people had belief that if ordinary names were chosen the Yamaraj  Lord of death ignores the kid. Such a practice was continued till to recent times. I support this theory as both the side had only one sons for continuous three generations, did they adopt any birth control, not a possibility it was because of high infant mortality. Yes my grandfather had three sisters all died, the last of them was a maternal death. My great grandfather had six sisters and all of them were leading family life in different villages nearby. Bikala Senapati died in 1942 at the age of 52 only, This was sudden from some febrile illness. Malaria?? His wife Pata survived till 1961 who was the dominating figure from 1942 to 1961 she did try for the improvement of the family and started money/ rice lending business. She was very short tempered and she wanted strict discipline. She on the date of her death had a dispute with a neighbor Fakira Sahoo on recovery of the money. The sick Fakira Sahoo had to return it to her instant but with displeasure, my grandfather sympathized the man. The old lady did not survive to enjoy the money returned. She went to attend the call of nature, was found dead in our family pond. Everyone thought it was accidental, can someone do a suicide following a dispute with a neighbor and after winning the dispute only because my grandfather sympathized the other man who was sick. Let us presume the hurt sick man`s curse my great grandmother could not survive. Fakira Sahoo was extremely sorry as he and everyone else loved the old lady. So what was the fun in being obsessed with the money you lent. My parents keep Pata in very high esteem, she made our family self dependant on agricultural output. Her son and grandson thereafter became able to certain extent to improve more to bring the family from lower class to middle class. Pata Senapati the widow recovered what Ramaji lost eloping with the girl Sita as a money less man to settle at a foreign village Tulati, the kingdom of Annyatha Mullyaheena.

     It is my pleasure to feel Shankar`s family the other side of Rama Senapati also became members of middle class at equal time. We remained humble with each other`s family and never forgot our forefathers were not very rich though we were Senapati meaning Commander`s family.